Is Loving A Verb Novels & Stories

Nang makarating ako sa opisina at makaupo na, doon muling sumagi ang tanong ni father sa akin. “Mahal ko ba ang babaitang ‘yon?” tanong ko sa hangin. Hindi ko alam kung anong naisip ko at sinearch ko sa internet ang meaning ng love. Nakakahiya na isa akong matchmaker pero parang nablanko bigla ang utak ko sa konsepto ng pagmamahal. “Love involves emotions and behaviors characterized by passion, intimacy, and commitment. While it is usually positive, love is complex and…” Basa ko sa pinakaunang definition na lumabas.

Sabagay, hindi naman na rin nakakapagtaka dahil gano'n din ako rito. Hindi ko na napigilan ang pagpikit habang dinadama at pinapakinggan ang ganda at lamig ng boses nito. He's really a good singer. Nakaka-relax at nakakapawi ng alalahanin. Walang kupas, kahit pa nga hindi na ito nakakakanta sa entablado na alam kong isa sa mga bagay na kailanman ay hindi mawawala rito kahit na lumipas pa ang mga taon at tumanda na kami. Kung first love ko ang volleyball, sobrang obvious naman na ang kay Hero ay ang pagkanta.

Hindi makapaniwala si loko sa sinabi ko. "I love you." sabi niya bago tuluyan mag hiwalay ang landas namin.

,my eyes automatically shut when she murmured the magic words i was longing to hear it from her for the long years. "I love you so much, living without you by my side feels like hell baby please let's just stay like this for a moment i just want to feel your warm" sabi niya sa mahinang boses, ramdam ko ang init na nagmumula sa kanyang katawan na nakadikit mula sa aking likuran.,who would have thought that the woman i secretly loved for fucking long years is now here with me, telling me the words that i was dreaming to hear and now hindi lamang ang salitang iyon ang nakakamtan ko maging ang mga halik at yakap niyang kaytagal kong inasam at pinangarap.

Naiinis na siya. Nakuyom ni Anthony ang kamao. Namumula ang kanyang mga mata sa pagtitimpi ng kanyang emosyon. “Dahil ito lang ang tanging paraan upang lagi kitang makasama, Adira. I Love you so much. Nakahanda akong tanggapin ka ng buong-buo at mahalin hanggang sa mga huling sandali ng hininga ko.”

“Why are you crying? Is what I said earlier true, are we going to die?” “I thought if I drank, the pain in my heart would go away, but it’s still there!” “I told you, we should go to the center, you’re so stubborn!” I lightly patted her hair. “Lucky, have you ever been in love?” I shook my head, making me even more dizzy. “No, I don’t even know what love is,” “Good for you, I wish I was like you, who doesn’t know what love is,” she was still crying.

Ahg, dapat talaga hindi ako pumayag na hawakan ako ng lalaking ‘yon eh. Agad namula ang mukha ko nang marinig ko ang pigil niyang tawa. Sinamaan ko pa siya ng tingin, pero mas nangingibabaw talaga sa ‘kin ang kahihiyan. Parang tanga kasing bibig na ‘to eh. “Nothing's bad with that. You're lovers, and you're sharing romantic feelings mutually.”

"Don't close your eyes when I'm fucking you, Lara.." Gustong gusto niya talagang nasasaksihan kung gaano ako dalang dala sa bawat galaw niya. "Baby.. F-faster.." Mukha na akong namamalimos sa dating ko pero wala akong pakialam. I love her. Showing your vulnerability to the person you love the most is not a sign of weakness. It's a form of love you can't underestimate. Love beyond our imagination, full of misery that no one could understand unless you are fucking in love.

But here I am, crying my heart out like as if I have been cheated by the guy I love. Love . . . It has only four letters but have a lot of meanings. It composes just one syllable yet, conveys strong emotion. Merely just a simple word but too dangerous to get involved with. Because it should be felt along with pain. Nonetheless, we still choose to love.

love. That thought put a smile on my lips. Before, I always said how much I loved sex, how I made him feel that this was the only thing I wanted with him. But now, it’s making love. That’s why this craving feels different—it’s like I’m so thirsty and hungry for him that I want to do it so badly until I can’t move anymore. "You up for the whole night, baby?" Luther asked. Napailing ako at napangiti lalo na nang tuluyan na niyang alisin ang top ko.