It's Like I Waited My Whole Life นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Waited countless times. This time, not once.

I had reminisced and imagined that scenario so many times, I could not wait for it to be a reality. Little did I know that the wait was going to be a little longer than I thought...

The waves crashed. The sun moved across the sky. And I kept waiting. Because that's what you do when you love someone. You wait. No matter how long it takes. No matter how impossible it seems. You wait. And I would wait forever if I had to.

All I have to do is wait TBC

"That's the risk of patience too. You're treating caution like it's free. It isn't. Every day you wait to act is a day the ping keeps firing, a day whoever built this keeps knowing where you stand." "I know that better than you do. I'm the one whose coordinates it's sending." "I know you know it. I'm the one who has to stand in that terminal room every time it fires and not let the sound of it decide what I do next." He said it without raising his voice, which somehow made it land harder than if he had. "You held the compass and the letter face-down for three weeks before you could look at either one. I understand patience. I've watched you build a religion out of it since your father died.

Not while my entire life was burning to the ground. The next morning, weak sunlight snuck through the gaps in the hotel curtains. I sat cross-legged on the bed, my eyes burning as I stared at my phone. I watched it like it might explode if I looked away for even a second. Waiting. It felt like my entire life was just one long, painful wait now. The clock flipped from ten seventeen to ten twenty-three, and then to ten twenty-seven. Every single minute that ticked by felt like it was mocking me personally.

She is really just my life. I've spent so long waiting for years to just be with the love of my life. I've spent so long hoping for something like this to happen, and I almost thought that I had lost that chance. And it still feels surreal to me right at this moment. I needed to constantly remind myself that, at long last, my dream to be with Ari had come to fruition. And this is exactly how I would like it to be. I've been wishing for us to be together for such a long time, and now, my prayers have been answered.

“Waiting for what exactly? Marriage?” “No! No!” I blurted, shaking my head too quickly. My cheeks heated in turn. “It’s not that. It’s just…I don’t know why, but…no matter who I’m with or where I’m at, I always feel like there’s someone. Someone who was supposed to be the love of my life somehow. So, I guess I’m just waiting for him.” The room went quiet and then his eyes searched mine, like he was trying to figure out if I was serious or if this was just some excuse to push him away.

My heart pounds faster, faster, faster. The forest is silent and waiting, waiting and still and holding its breath. The world waits, and I wait with it, wait with it like I have any choice, any choice at all. The world waits, and it is more than I expect, more than I can bear, more than I think, more than I know, more than I know how to wait, how to wait for. The forest is quiet, quiet with the anticipation, with the anticipation of the rest of this, of the rest of my heart, of the rest of my life, of the rest of me.

I wanted this episode to be the one thing that would wipe me off the face of this earth. So I waited. I let the episode do its job, I waited for the very last moment. Minutes passed but it never came, but I stayed still Even after it wore off, I stayed still, waiting for it to come again, waiting patiently for it to happen again. But it still didn’t happen. I groan loudly in frustration and yell across the room. At this point thankful for the soundproof doors of the conference room. She took everything away from me. She just ruined my life. I was about to lose a whole lot of money.