It's Like I Waited My Whole Life 소설 & 이야기

A feeling of always wanting to be like that came over me, and it was like it was what I was always waiting for. What are you doing, Kayler Brown?

I don't wanna die, princess. I don't. ...... Waiting is maybe the most excruciating thing ever invented in the world, if to say that it was been invented or created. It was a mere concept after all. In the in between of your waiting time, many things could go wrong; things that could change the entire game plan. I always hated waiting. I was born impatient, didn't even wait for the doctor's hand to slap me before I wailed into ear shattering cries. The time wasted for something you don't even know if would come. Your heart that don't stop from thumping, from racing and from worrying for the worst to come. It all makes me ill.

I am supposed to just wait. Until the day I finally find my link but I don't believe it will ever happen. At first, I used to believe in it and I was so hopeful and excited to finally find my soul mate but after so many years and so many girls. I have given up and I don't want to wait for the universe to tell me that I am supposed to end up alone. ''We are not staying for long. You can just stay in the car while I do what I need to''

It didn't feel like losing anything. It felt like setting down a weight I'd carried so long I'd forgotten it was heavy. His hand stayed careful on my jaw, and the rest of him was not careful at all, and the cleft was cold and the rock was hard at my back and none of it reached me. For as long as that kiss lasted, I wasn't a girl who'd died twice and was waiting on the third. I was just a person, in the dark, held by someone who'd waited three lifetimes for the chance and would have waited three more without a word of complaint.

The waves crashed. The sun moved across the sky. And I kept waiting. Because that's what you do when you love someone. You wait. No matter how long it takes. No matter how impossible it seems. You wait. And I would wait forever if I had to.

"That's the risk of patience too. You're treating caution like it's free. It isn't. Every day you wait to act is a day the ping keeps firing, a day whoever built this keeps knowing where you stand." "I know that better than you do. I'm the one whose coordinates it's sending." "I know you know it. I'm the one who has to stand in that terminal room every time it fires and not let the sound of it decide what I do next." He said it without raising his voice, which somehow made it land harder than if he had. "You held the compass and the letter face-down for three weeks before you could look at either one. I understand patience. I've watched you build a religion out of it since your father died.

Not while my entire life was burning to the ground. The next morning, weak sunlight snuck through the gaps in the hotel curtains. I sat cross-legged on the bed, my eyes burning as I stared at my phone. I watched it like it might explode if I looked away for even a second. Waiting. It felt like my entire life was just one long, painful wait now. The clock flipped from ten seventeen to ten twenty-three, and then to ten twenty-seven. Every single minute that ticked by felt like it was mocking me personally.

She is really just my life. I've spent so long waiting for years to just be with the love of my life. I've spent so long hoping for something like this to happen, and I almost thought that I had lost that chance. And it still feels surreal to me right at this moment. I needed to constantly remind myself that, at long last, my dream to be with Ari had come to fruition. And this is exactly how I would like it to be. I've been wishing for us to be together for such a long time, and now, my prayers have been answered.

Like she’d said them too many times to too many people or let's their usual method of dismissing people after making them wait for sometime. Mellisa squeezed my hand so hard I felt the pressure. “We’ll wait,” she said. “No matter how long.” I nodded because I had nothing else to offer. My mouth opened but nothing came out. Even hope felt too heavy to lift anymore. But even as we sat there, a small, tired voice in my head kept saying the same thing I’d been trying to quiet for days: Maybe they don’t want me there. maybe I’d been written off already, out of his life completely even worse than I had envisaged.

I wanted this episode to be the one thing that would wipe me off the face of this earth. So I waited. I let the episode do its job, I waited for the very last moment. Minutes passed but it never came, but I stayed still Even after it wore off, I stayed still, waiting for it to come again, waiting patiently for it to happen again. But it still didn’t happen. I groan loudly in frustration and yell across the room. At this point thankful for the soundproof doors of the conference room. She took everything away from me. She just ruined my life. I was about to lose a whole lot of money.