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It hadn't been up to three months. “Miralyn,” I called her again, using the mind link but the silence replied. I shivered, panting at the realization that she was…gone. “No,” I murmured. “No, no, no, no. Oh God, no. Please no.” I couldn't sense her anymore. Was it because of…the awakening? Was I going to lose her forever? My heartbeat tripled and I felt everything spin around. I was losing my mind and then the door opened.

Despite the anticipation and high hopes I had, my search has one again proven futile, leaving me hopeless. What have I done to deserve all this? Why do I have to lose the one I love? Why must I bear all this pain alone? Why? I freaking don't understand what I've done to deserve all this shit. I stood in front of the house, as if hoping for the door to open and she pops out and throws her arm around me. My thoughts scattered and I could not shake off the feeling that I missed her just by a moment, maybe a few seconds. Damn it!!

Had the bond of mates been forgotten by him? The urge to release him battled with the surge of longing within me. I yearned for his embrace, for the simple comfort of his presence to lull me into slumber. After all, he was my mate, the missing piece in the puzzle of my soul."But I need you," the words tumbled out, raw and unguarded, exposing the yearning etched deep within my soul. Yet, he remained silent, his back to me, a silent sentinel poised to depart. My hand reached out, grasping for him, for an answer, for anything. "Why must you go?" My plea hung in the air, fragile as a spider's web.

"You are hurting me... why are you pushing me away? What I want is to see you, to be with you. Why does it seem like I haven't returned to anyone after a few months away because of my work?" "There is nothing... there is nothing to go back to. You left me hanging. My life is on the verge of hell, I'm looking for you but you're not there. There are important things I've lost that you were a part of. Please, this is the last see you later."

Since I was banished, since I had Neo, since I lost him, and now… this. What have I done with my life? From then to now? Was it worth it? Did I do everything I could? Could I have done more? Oh, Neo. My sweet Neo. I’m so sorry, my baby boy. I’m so… sorry… your mommy… couldn’t kiss you… goodbye… I feel my body getting heavier by the second. I call out for Fuyu, but she’s not answering. I fear that she is no longer there, too. I’m alone. So alone.

"Why is she being so stubborn? Doesn't she care about my reputation? Can't she see I need her by my side? What's happened to us? Where did our love go? I've lost her. I've lost myself. How can I fix this? Must find a way to make her understand. Can't lose everything we've built." *************************************************

The call ended just like that—brief, empty, unsatisfying. I wanted to ask who she was, but I didn’t. Instead, I waited for him to say something—to explain why he left so suddenly, He never did. I had spent the whole evening waiting for him. And that was all I got. I went to bed with a heavy heart. **** Saturday morning felt off. I woke up feeling sluggish, my mood as dull as the cloudy sky outside. Still no message from Jayden. I tossed my phone on the bed and went about my day, trying not to think about it.

Reid looked at me. “What should I do then? I can't fucking watch and wait until she gets killed. I can't feel her heartbeat, Reid. You know how much I have longed for a mate, a mate to love me, and vice-versa. Do you think I am ready to lose the one I have now?” I asked, looking at him. “We can't do anything now, Reid. We tried...” “We tried but haven't found her yet? I am going to talk to the men right now!” I turned my back on him, opening the mind link. We have hundreds of men. Yes.

The realization hit him – Kaia was gone. His eyes scanned the space, searching for any trace of her. A sense of disbelief lingered in the air as he struggled to comprehend the sudden disappearance of the woman he loved. The weight of the unspoken farewell hung in the room, a haunting reminder of the profound change that had silently unfolded in his absence.

But I know deep inside me that it is already too late. Melek, my beloved Melek, is gone forever. Pain cuts through me like a sharp sword, tearing my soul into a thousand pieces. At that moment, the world fades around me, and there is only the dark emptiness of loss. There is no solace possible, only the devastating reality of his absence.