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How to be this close to her all the time, the person I'm sure was meant to be my soulmate, had I not been cursed with my plight and not touch. Just looking at her, I want so much to walk over there and lay down beside her to cuddle the way I've learned she likes to. My heart aches for the loss of her, and it hasn't even happened yet, so I know the reality is going to be devastating. Is it fair that I'd have had time to get ready for that occurrence when she didn't?

◇MEHAK POV◇ I don't know why, I tried many ways to forget him but unable to everyday my heart craved for him I want to be with him but how I should say to him what he will think of me will he think me as characterless woman who runs behind a man but my heart is not being at ease atleast I want to listen his voice once I want to feel his presence for once I started searching his number everywhere where I lost it I saved it safely oh god why my fortune is this bad

I didn't lose you, I lost myself.. In the darkness of your thoughts, Of your dreams.. Of our beautiful memories... I lost my smile.. Not because of you But the mistake that was done by me.. To lose the other part of me... I want it back.. Till it's too late to fight back Till it's too late to win back.. Till it's too late to lose the hope of getting you back.. ____________________________________________________

But at this moment, even their presence couldn't mend the shattered pieces of my heart. "Why did you leave me? Why does everyone leave me ?" I whispered, feeling the ache of abandonment consume me. The silence that followed was deafening, leaving me to confront my pain alone. I closed my eyes and let the memories of our happy times together flood my mind. The laughter, the hugs, and the unconditional love we once shared seem like distant dreams now. I longed for their guidance and support, but all I had left were unanswered questions and a void that seemed impossible to fill.

"Are you ready to face the future? without me? without my hug? without my kiss? without my comfort? are you going to be happy when the only person that makes you happy is already there the one you lost.." all our happy memories flashed back. Even with the pains we went through. The jealousy and resentment. That has not disappeared from my memory. "Are you ready to face the future? without me? without my hug? without my kiss? without my comfort? are you going to be happy when the only person that makes you happy is already there

However, my pleas were met with an eerie silence that enveloped the surroundings. "Sierra!" I shouted, my voice resounding as though it possessed the power to shatter the world. Hours passed, but there was no response. Fear gripped me, as I imagined Sierra being trapped in a perilous situation. How could I have been so blind and foolish to not foresee this? Wherever you are, Sierra, I need you. I love you. Please, do not abandon me like this. Frustration and dejection consumed me in the absence of finding her. Where could she have vanished to? What measures should I undertake to bring her back? Why must all of this transpire now, when I feel as though I have already endured enough suffering?

"Please … bring him back to me." But the silence was deafening, and in that silence, a single thought consumed me: What if I’ve already lost him?

A week has passed but I didn't hear anything about you, you didn't even try to talk to me… Why? If you did, maybe I am not this miserable now… Why…Didn't you like me a bit? How could I forget you… Are you happy that I'm like this? Are you happy now that I'm not there to burden you anymore? But- how about me? What should I do? I can't live without you… Alejandro… I miss you… I miss you so much…

But soon, they’ll converge again, and when they do, we’ll be ready to take on the world together. “I’ll be waiting,” I had promised her, my voice steady despite the turmoil inside. And I meant every word. I’ll wait for her, through the endless days and sleepless nights, through the silence that her absence will bring. Because she’s my everything, my reason for fighting, for hoping. As I turn to make my way back alone, the reality of the situation hits me like a physical blow. She’s gone. Not forever, I remind myself, but it bloody well feels like it. The forest around me feels oppressive, each step taking me further away from her. The walk back is a blur, my mind replaying every moment we’ve

he breathed, his words laced with a deep sense of longing and desperation. Killan's heart ached at the mere thought of losing his beloved mate. The very notion of such a devastating loss left him at a loss for words. A sudden realization dawned on him in the wake of recent events. The signs were unmistakable, and he knew he couldn't ignore the pull in his heart. He had always anticipated this moment, yet the swiftness with which it arrived took his breath away.