Fake dating the captain
I mumbled after a minute, pulling back a little, wiping my nose on my sleeve, "I mean, yeah, I thought about it, but why should I die? I didn't do anything wrong, okay? If anyone's gotta go, it's you and Ava, you two with your perfect lives, your fame boosts, leaving me in the dust like yesterday's trash."
Caleb let out this half-laugh, half-sigh, rubbing his face, looking all exhausted. "God, Liv, you're still the same dramatic pain in the ass, aren't you? Come on, let's sit down before you actually drown or something stupid." He tugged me over to this old bench by the lake, the wood all splintery, and we dropped onto it, me sniffling, him staring out at the water like it had answers.