Loving you Again
They said and I just put down the knife and wipe my tears taking off my apron,
I run towards outside and quickly go to the rooftop,
From there I let out my pain...
"I know I understand you...I know...I should, I choose this! But it is killing me...hmmm"
I shout in the air, while I am crying my heart out,
"Ambi...is that you? Oh dear, what is going on with you?"
It is Nan, I run towards her and hug her tight,
"What is wrong dear?"
"I am hurting Grandma, I know I should understand her, I know I should be okay but I am not...why not me...why she cant choose me, why is it like this..."