Loose Me Once And Maybe Am Gone Forever の小説・ストーリー

But when I woke up, I was still alone, paying for sins I'll never outrun. "Goodbye, Gina. I wish you and Ryan nothing but joy. In the next life, I swear I won't let you down." I shook the envelope, and a necklace fell out. It was the one that held the ashes of our first baby, Jeremy's last tether to the past, but now he had given it to me. Behind me, Ryan called out, asking me to cut the cake. I called back, slipping the letter into my drawer. Then, I fastened the necklace around my neck and walked toward him.

Now that you're gone, I realize how much you meant to me. My loss is wide as a starless night sky, and deep as a stormy sea. I miss the comfort of your sweet love, your absolute devotion; Now I'm a fountain of endless tears, a pool of sad emotion. They tell me I should move on with life, That time will heal my pain; I smile and nod and agree with them. While I slowly go insane. Rachel P. O. V.

And by the way before you go I'd like to say I love you so if it's goodbye maybe for good I will not cry maybe I should and I I love you so Oh how this year has slipped away we shed no tears so why today and all this time has made me feel love is no crime and love is real and I Ooh! and I love you so and I ooh I love you so Remember me when you're far away I'll remember you no matter where I stay And by the way before you go I like to say I love you so and all this time has made me feel love is no crime and love is real maybe I should and I I ooh I love you I ooh I love you so

The club pulsed with vibrant energy, the bass reverberating through every inch of my body. I'd come out to forget, forget the endless bills, forget the silent apartment, forget the ex who vanished when I needed him most. But tonight wasn't about sadness. Tonight, it was about me, and for once, letting go.

Andrew popped open the thermos, revealing a pathetic pile of chicken bones in greasy broth. It made my stomach churn. Even a stray dog would've turned its nose up at that mess. I shoved it away. "I don't eat scraps." Cassandra's mask cracked. She shot to her feet, growling, "Don't act like you're above this! Quit playing sick and get back to work!" ... I laughed, the sound sharp and mocking. "That's funny. You signed my pink slip. Besides, I've got a new job, so except for the divorce, we're done. Take your toy boy and go."

Jesus did the girl bath in the stuff before she came here. "I'm not leaving without my children." She looks around us, maybe looking for the kids but she won't find them. She brings her right hand up towards me before taking hold of my shirt and running her hand down my chest and stomach. "Why do you keep pushing me away, Chris? Now that the hoe is gone we can work on us again. I miss you Chris and I know that you miss me too." Fuck me she has truly lost her mind!

He took her into his car and left me in the dust. The exhaust choked me, and dust rained all over my skin. I stood in place, frozen like a statue for what felt like an eternity. The pain I felt was nothing. What remained of my love for Shawn was smothered and burned to ash, leaving nothing behind.

🖤 And some betrayals cut too deep to forgive. COMING SOON. Trust no one. Betrayals cut too deep to forgive. COMING SOON. Trust no one.

"Letting you die now would be a kindness." Mirabelle threw her head back and laughed hysterically. "Coward! You're just afraid—afraid of doing what it takes!" She laughed so hard that she could barely breathe. By the time she regained her composure, Cameron had vanished. The street hummed with traffic and neon lights. Everything felt strangely distant, like the remnants of a fever dream. …

"Derek, perhaps our relationship has been a mistake from the start. I won't love you anymore, and I'm no longer waiting for you. I'd rather not see you anymore for the rest of my life." Since then, I got rid of everything I had related to Derek. Some time later, I experienced the first spring ever since I became single again. I resented Derek a lot. At the same time, I had sworn not to fall back to my old pattern and give him another chance.