MINE TO BULLY
Bright and wet and about to spill over if he blinked wrong.
Something in my chest cracked, sharp and sudden, and for one second I almost stood up. Almost said his name across a crowded club loud enough that everyone would hear it. Almost let three months of careful, practiced indifference collapse in front of a table full of strangers who didn't know what any of it meant.
I didn't.
I held it. I held it the same way I'd held everything else for three months, jaw tight, spine straight, the same practiced stillness I'd built brick by brick until it didn't feel like performing anymore.