Scratching for Survival
Mom always said my entire life ran on luck.
When I ranked first in my class, she said, "You just guessed really well."
When I won a gold medal, she said, "The judges must've been blind."
When I got into Westridge University, she told everyone, "This kid has no real ability, just good luck!"
So on my first day of college, she tossed me a book of scratch cards.
"Since your luck's so good anyway, might as well let it handle your living expenses too.
"You get one book per semester. However much you scratch off is all you get.
"And just so you can't come crying to me about being broke, I'm blocking you now. I'll add you back next semester."
With that, she ignored every one of my desperate pleas and blocked me on every single platform.
I wanted to cry but could not even manage tears. All I could do was scratch two cards every day.
On good days, I would win 20 to 50 dollars. Most days, I won absolutely nothing.
I survived by sneaking expired cookies out of my roommates' trash.
By the last week of the semester, I had developed severe anemia.
As I used every ounce of strength to scratch the final card, I laughed.
Mom was right. My luck really was incredible.