Novel & Cerita Naruto Loses His Sanity Fanfiction

But I know one thing that his continuous playing with my mind will make me lose my sanity instead. Last night I couldn't get one wink of sleep. I kept on thinking about what he did. He looked so manly yet so gentle at the same time. I can't forget how his actions kept on ruining my focus. Damn this love. Why did I even start loving someone that can't be mine? And now that someone is playing with my sanity every second. How much my heart kept on begging me to give up and accept him. But I can't. I can't betray my uncle and aunt they had trusted me more than myself. I can't be selfish. I need to find his illness than have to do anything to heal it. I need to bring our cold yet caring Lucifer o

I felt his panic as he woke up reaching for me, finding only a cold pillow. I saw Morana standing over his bed, her eyes black as void. I felt the cold, slimy sensation of her magic entering his mind, ripping and tearing. I felt Nash fighting her, fighting with everything he had to hold onto the image of my face. I felt the moment he lost. I felt the agonizing burn as the neural pathways connecting us were severed. I felt his heart shattering. He hadn't moved on. He had been lobotomized. The vision shifted.

He fisted her, stretching her beyond limits. Hinata's eyes rolled back as if she would give up the ghost soonest, her mouth open but no sound was heard only salivating and drooling like she was having seizures. “See how you took it all…that's why I love fucking men…you bitches ain't worth any shit…but I do enjoy torturing your pretty fragile souls”. Hinata was on an edge to give up. She couldn't even shout out, but her weak red eyes were yelling out for help.

***Trigger warning - mention of Suicide. Please skip to the 4th paragraph.*** I am a disgrace, an embarrassment to everyone who knows or is related to me. That’s why Kirk dumped me. He knew I would end up as nothing more than a crazed caged animal. I was going to spend the rest of my life a drooling raving maniac. There is no chance for anything else. There is no hope I will ever amount to anything with my head like this. I lift my head and rest my chin on my knees. My thoughts grow even darker.

I was a mess of fluids, nerves, and shattered resolve, anchored by the humming metal inside me, completely at the mercy of a man who watched my degradation as if it were the finest art. He didn't touch me again. He simply watched, his silence the heaviest weight of all, while I lost myself over and over again...

His hands undressed me with a quiet kind of urgency, as he plunges his dick into my pussy. . How he murmured my name like it tasted sweet on his tongue. I wrote it all. Every detail. Every filthy, twisted thought. And when I finished, I slammed the journal shut and tossed it across the room. What the hell was wrong with me? I was supposed to be healing. I was supposed to be stronger than this. Seven days without giving in and the first thing I do is fantasize about the one man I’m not allowed to? I sat up in bed, hands clenched in my sheets, throat tight.

It was my Kitsune voice. Shinobu looked terrified. Damn right, he better be. “K...Kitsune.” he stammered my name. I’m sure if I went to a shrink, they’d say I have some disorder because often Kitsune seems to be like her own person that at times will control my body. I know some in the clan think I am processed by a highly volatile and violent Kitsune spirit. Maybe they are right. But we get along just fine.

He focused his mental energy, trying to understand the situation. "Kiran, you are very punctual," Lady Meiji's voice echoed in his mind, causing his body to shiver. Her tone held a hint of triumph. As Kiran tried to guess the reason for her satisfaction, he felt a tightness in his chest. Looking down, he saw that Jenny's face had turned pale. He realized that Lady Meiji had chosen this moment to attack, intending to disrupt their concentration. "Damn it!" Kiran cursed, breaking free from Lady Meiji's mental control. Despite his efforts, both he and Jenny felt their internal energy become chaotic, ultimately spitting blood and falling unconscious on the bed.

He’s so furious that he’s shaking with the effort of trying to hold himself back. “I know, but what would losing my mind do? I wish I could rage and beat the shit out of that bastard, but that’s a pipe dream for someone like me”. Though, I still can’t help but wish. Thinking of just how much I’ve suffered because of that man, I can’t help but want to get a bit…creative. “But…you have me”. His voice lowers to a whisper. “I could break his limbs and you’ll do whatever you want…you, Rei, and Sakura. That choice belongs to all of you”.

My body didn't feel the pain but, as I was hypnotised with that aggressive part of me. I try to control my beast which smirks for getting over protective and possessiveness but then I try to remind myself how I may lose her. I don't want to be that nagging lover boy of hers who keeps dominating his love in the act of loving her. But if this mess continues I'm afraid I'll lose my patience. My brother came running to me and was constantly blabbering something which I couldn't get. My mind was fogged up with the insecurity of losing her and that's the last string of me losing my sanity.