Never Knew What I Needed Novels & Stories

I wasn’t stuck because I didn’t know what to do. I was stuck because for the first time… I knew exactly what I didn’t want to do.

I wanted her to accept and want me fully. I just wanted her… The night I’d spent with my kids I just realized how much I needed her. I didn’t know what I was doing. I didn’t know how to be the parent my pups needed. I didn’t know what to say or do to help them heal. Hell, I didn’t really know how to heal myself. I felt lost!

I didn’t know how to make the pain stop. All I knew was that I needed to disappear. For a while.

And for the first time, I didn’t know what my next move should be. All I knew was that I needed to find her. Fast.

I didn't need help. I couldn't be helped.

“Ivy. Say the word.” But I couldn’t. Because for one terrifying moment… I didn’t know what I wanted.

I needed my me time. I knew my mother was planning something, but I couldn’t point my finger at it. I didn’t know what she was planning, but something told me that I was trapped in the middle of whatever she was planning.

Into me. “Do you know why you are here?” she asked finally. “You told me to come,” I said. “That is not what I asked.” I swallowed and tried again. “Because I need help.” “With what?” “With…” I trailed off because saying it out loud still felt like swallowing glass. “With not being able to finish. Or enjoy it. Or whatever the hell is wrong with me.” Her expression softened just a little but not enough to make me feel better. “There is nothing wrong with you Jax. You just do not know what you need yet.”

“let me know if you need anything.” Tell me if I need anything?! Did he think I was seeing a different man because I needed money? Respond without hesitation. "I need love."

I won't do it. "How many time must I say no, for you to understand!" I snappily growled out. "I. Need. You" "Do you know how hard that is to admit? I've never needed anyone. I've never wanted anyone. Or any man. But you? I cannot and will not live without" the hurt in my voice showed.