Novel & Cerita Never Knew What I Needed

"NEED" "YOU"

You don't know when next you have to throw away something. “You just keep giving but even as I am not I don't think I've given as much as I need to give.” I still feel like I have a chance in representing what we had. “He is not going to let me go anytime soon and honestly, I'm praying he doesn't because I'm not ready to leave him yet. Victoria says. What about you? How did you know Dane? She asks me. In a time, a dire state of time when I needed him the most he was I did not even know I needed someone until I met him in and that is the same thing that happened between me.

All you have to do is ask. The problem was… I didn’t even know what question I was supposed to be asking.

"And I need him." I shook my head. "You don’t get to need him now." Silence stretched between us. He looked down for a moment, then back at me. "Then tell me what I need to do. What do I have to do to earn a place in his life?" I didn’t answer. I couldn’t. Because the truth was...I didn’t know. And that terrified me more than anything else. Still, I said nothing. Just looked at him. Looked through him. My throat was tight, chest rising and falling way too fast, but my face…my face was cold. Blank. Empty.

“About you. He has people. Friends who watch. Someone might have said something.” Maya’s stomach tightened. “You think he knows about me?” “I don’t know. I don’t know anything.” He pulled his hand away and ran it through his hair. “I hate this. I hate not knowing. I hate that he can still do this to me.” “What do you need?” “I don’t know.” “Okay.” “I don’t know what I need. I don’t know what I feel. I don’t know anything right now.” Maya nodded. “That’s okay.”

I was stuck in the past, reliving the moment when my life had changed forever. "What do you want?" he asked, his gaze direct and intense. I thought about his question, and I realized I didn't know the answer. I had no idea what I wanted, or what I needed. I had been so focused on what everyone else wanted, I had lost sight of myself. "I don't know," I said, my voice shaking.

Eve’s pov Another week rolled by and things fell into place for me, school, work, homework and hanging out with my friends at lunch everyday. It was smooth except the occasional road blocks such as my nightmares. Every Night I came screaming my lungs out and I would go sit outside on my porch and wait for my wolfie. But he never came back after that night. I think I made him run away from my sad life story. But I still wait for him though. I don't know why I feel like he will come back. Just don’t know when.

I couldn’t decide anything since I didn't know anything. I didn’t even know who Marcus was anymore.

" I do not know how. Do not know what to do. Do not know how to fix what I just broke. All I know is that I just lost her. And this time it might be permanent.

I wasn’t stuck because I didn’t know what to do. I was stuck because for the first time… I knew exactly what I didn’t want to do.