Once I Was Lost Novels & Stories

Looked up. Didn't recognize the girl in the mirror. Hair? Wrecked. Skin? Dull. Eyes? Puffy and red. I didn't look like this this morning. Guess you really can lose yourself for love. I'd loved Jacob for years. With the wedding coming up, I thought we'd finally made it. Didn't see it was already falling apart. I took a deep breath, tried to shut down the spiral, and grabbed my phone. [Short one groom for this wedding. Anyone want the job?]

In the past few months, I had not smiled like that even once. I once believed that the worst thing in life was losing the person you loved most. Now I understood something else. The worst thing was loving someone so much that you gave up everything for them. Fortunately, I no longer loved her. From that moment on, my child's life and mine would begin again. Our destination was a small mountain town with beautiful scenery. For now, I only wanted to take good care of my daughter. After that, perhaps I would work hard and pursue the life I once dreamed of. Or perhaps I would simply wander the world with her. Wherever we were, we would enjoy each day freely.

Let me help you before it’s too late. I deleted the message, but the fear stayed. Because the truth was becoming clearer every day, I wasn’t just falling. I was already lost. And the worst part?. A secret part of me was starting to enjoy being lost.

" The assistant's lips moved. I heard nothing. Suspicious, I floated closer, and once again my vision went black. So infuriating! I flailed in anger. But when I opened my eyes again, I was back beside Dad!

Sorry. I've lost track of this story and am putting it on hold for now. maybe I'll come back to it at some point.

🎼 It was that day after losing every hope I thought it was over for me not until I met you Your car racing towards that tree I thought 'what a reckless driver' I wanted to leave but my legs kept moving towards your car And there you sat with an injured head Twas that moment I knew...... You were the one Uh uh I knew you were the one once that day Uh hm, I'm broken and down No where to go, no hope left Suddenly I see a man crushing his car in a tree Oh what a reckless driver I thought

I didn't lose you, I lost myself.. In the darkness of your thoughts, Of your dreams.. Of our beautiful memories... I lost my smile.. Not because of you But the mistake that was done by me.. To lose the other part of me... I want it back.. Till it's too late to fight back Till it's too late to win back.. Till it's too late to lose the hope of getting you back.. ____________________________________________________

Only one thought kept screaming in my head, over and over, like a broken record: He’s gone. I lost him.

I used to love meeting new people, love making new friends. But now, all of those things seemed like distant memories. Now, I was too scared to even leave my room. As I lay there, staring out the window, I felt tears pricking at the corners of my eyes. I felt like I was losing myself, like I was disappearing into the darkness of my own mind. I thought about all the things I had lost, all the things I had given up. I had lost my freedom, lost my confidence. I had lost myself. As the tears began to fall, I felt like I was mourning the loss of my old self. I was mourning the loss of the person I used to be, the person I used to want to be.