Bound By A Borrowed Heart
The portrait watches over everything from above the easel like a guardian angel in oil paint but I'm not painting Peculiar anymore.
The compulsion has shifted, the heart is now pulling me into somewhere rawer. I'm painting grief, rage and the strange flowers that grow in wreckage.
A canvas of two hands opening to release a red bird, the fingers paint-stained, the bird trailing feathers that turn to sparks. A canvas of a woman walking through flames with lavender sprouting from her footprints. A canvas of a chest cracked open like a geode, with the hollow inside glowing gold.
I paint eight hours a day, and sometimes ten. Elena carries plates to the studio and stands over me until I eat. Mrs.