Quotes About Missing Someone Who Died の小説・ストーリー

“You can cut all the flowers but you cannot keep spring from coming." - Pablo Neruda. It was one of the days when the sun decided to withhold its light to the earth. The day was dull and gloomy. A sea of clouds was covering the afternoon sky. Jhaz couldn’t ask for a better day than this. She could feel the slight cold brought by the afternoon wind. For her, it was the perfect weather to go to the cemetery to visit Tri’s grave. She wasn’t a fan of a bright and sunny day so today’s climate was perfect.

Hindi pa ito na tuluyang natabunan ng lupa kaya tila sinasamantala niya ang pagkakataon na masilayan ito sa huling sandali. Losing a parent is like losing half of your soul. It pained you to death. Their absence will leave a scar on your chest that you will forever remember how it's like losing someone that gives you life. The first people that give you unconditional love. Taught you how to live and become a better person.

“Eh sa tingin ko ay apat na doble na iyan ng edad mo kay—” Hindi na niya naituloy ang iba pang sasabihin nang makitang nagbago ang mukha nito. Pinukol din siya nito ng matalim na tingin at saka pa lamang naging malinaw sa kaniya na nagagalit ito dahil sa paghamak niya sa ala-ala ng namatay. “Haven’t your parents taught you well to respect every memory of every person, especially those of the dead?”

At bawat araw, lahat sila ay nakikipagkarera laban sa mismong pintuan ng kamatayan. Ngunit ngayon, nasaksihan niya ang pagkamatay ng sarili niyang team mate, ang nangako sa kanya na poprotektahan nila ang isa't isa, ang nangakong makkaaalis dito nang buhay at mananalo, ang nakausap niya ng maraming beses, ngumiti sa kanya at nagkuwento sa kanya ng masasayang kwento sa loob ng maikling panahon, ang taong bumuo ng isang uri ng pagkakaibigan kasama siya sa isang lugar kung saan hindi nagtatagal ang pagkakaibigan. At ngayon namatay siya. It definitely feels harder to accept the death of someone who’s been with you and conquered challenges with you even only in a short period of time.

But looking back at everything without her makes my heart ache. “I'm sorry, it hurts remembering the past without the person you shared it with is already gone,” I apologized. “I'll take this chance to say everything I should've said to her. The missing piece in our vows, and all those unsaid words.” Narinig ko ang iyak ni Mama Alondra. My voice is already breaking at this point, iniisip na magpapaalam na ako kay Sandra. Na ngayon ay kailangan ko na siyang bitawan at ipaubaya nang tuluyan. I did my best to keep her with me, to make her stay and never leave me.

Sila mas matagal na nakasama ni Sister Faye kaya alam kong nasaktan siya nang mawala ito. Me, I don't think I can die this ealy. Hindi ko kayang tanggapin na aalis ako at maiiwan ang mga taong mahal ko. It's like I'm too attached that everytime I think about dying, my heart hurts so bad. "It's okay to feel sad Sister, diba ikaw ang nagturo nun?" sambit ko. Embrace sadness in order to live with happiness. That was her exact same words years ago when I was crying and weeping over the things beyond my power.

"Kasi lahat po ng mga taong minamahal ko, kinukuha agad sa akin. Sunod-sunod po silang kinuha sa akin, Manang. Ang sakit-sakit na. Wala man lang po akong nagawa para protektahan sila. Wala man lang ak---" "Ssshh. Wag kang mag-isip ng ganyan, Mam. Minsan kahit anong gawin natin, kapag kapalaran ng mamatay ng isang tao, wala na tayong kontrol doon. Wala na tayong magagawa roon. We should be happy at least dahil wala ng makakapanakit pa sa kanila sa lugar na kinaroroonan nila ngayon."

She's laughing as she does it. I smiled at her. In time, when we are old. I wish to go first. Hindi ko kakayanin na mauna siya. I barely lived when I lost her, I don't think I'll live when I know she's gone for real. Hindi ko kakayanin. She brings happiness. She calms my soul. Who would do that if she went first? Kaya hindi pwedeng siya ang mauna sa amin. …

As if. Her gentle spirit had touched countless lives and as a devoted wife, a loving mother, and a compassionate soul who'd always been present at every event, every charity, every fundraiser for the poor and forgotten. Her absence left a void, a silence that echoed through the streets, a reminder of the fragility of life and the indelible mark she'd left on the hearts of those who'd known her. And that's based on the fucking news spouting lies.

Kailangan kong tatagan ang loob ko. Napuno ng iyakan ang buong paligid. Magang-maga na rin ang mga mata ko sa walang-tigil na pag-iyak. Hindi ko pa rin makakayang tanggapin na wala na sila. Iniwan nila ako. “Today, we gather to bid you farewell, to honor the beautiful souls you were. Though my heart is heavy, I want to celebrate the love and joy you brought into our lives.” I turn to the gathered mourners, my voice filled with conviction. “Let us remember Britney and my Dad not with tears of sorrow, but with smiles of gratitude for the time we had with them. They may be physically gone, but their spirit will forever live on within us.” I walked towards the casket, gently placing a bouquet be