Reasons To Stay Alive Matt Haig นิยาย & เรื่องราว

The abnormal weather had killed many survivors. In my past life, I'd only arrived at a safe zone five months after the zombie outbreak. There'd been elite soldiers and over a hundred thousand survivors there. Over a hundred of these safe zones were scattered across the country, significantly contributing to mankind's survival. "Why aren't we leaving now since the safe zones have already been set up?" Mom asked me. I looked at the snow outside. "It's highly likely we'll freeze to death in this weather if our car breaks down." …

“Why would you do that stephany? You know the situation we're in right now,why would you drink now we have to do another checkup because what you did last night might even reduce the time you have left to live. how could you be so careless? I'm doing everything I can to keep you alive but you're throwing all that away” “Well I just wanted to live.I wanted to experience all the things because I'm going to die anyway. What's the purpose of staying at home? I'm trying to protect the heart that isn't even worth it. I'm going to die anyway Haley and you're not going to stop that, so please just let me be. I want to live just like everyone else”

Fay explained, Kiara's eyes flickered in anger. “What did you just say? Why did you save me? I want to die, not stay in this stupid, cruel world. I just want to die” she said angrily. “Why didn't you let me die?” She asked. “The goddess have a plan we all don't know” Matt answered. She scoffed “The same goddess who have been unfair to me” Fay looked at her husband, as she nodded a little, he nodded before he left the room, carefully closing the door from behind.

Matt blinked his eyes at Joel. “If I knew for sure that she was alive this minute, maybe I would put it up. No, I know I would. But this three day old picture doesn’t prove anything. We need proof of life.” Joey let out an aggravated sigh. “It’s worth it to save her.” Matt came around the desk and stepped up to Joey “Is this something you cooked up?” Joey blinked his eyes in shock. “What? Are you saying I did this to her?”

“J-Jay… he tried to… he wanted to…” I pulled him into a tight hug, holding him close. “It's okay, I'm here. You're safe now.” Henry appeared beside me, his eyes on Smart's still form. “Is he…?” I glanced at Smart, then back at Matt. “He's alive. Barely.” Even though he looked dead, I detected a twitch of his fingers. He was still hanging there, even though it seemed he might not break away from this. Matt's body shook with sobs, and I held him tighter. “It's over, baby. It's over.”

This seemed to satisfy everyone. "I know you have claimed taking his life Kaydence, but in the event you are unable to who would you prefer to end him?" Xander asked. His question threw me off guard temporarily. "If I can not than anyone who can get to him first is welcome to it. One thing I would like to mention though is that regardess of how resistant she is I want his Luna captured alive at all costs, we have a lot of questions we need answers to. Same for at least one or two rouges. Deep Ridge pack memebers I doubt will have any answers to any questions we have." I was met with a series of nods.

"I want to believe you. I am sorry for doubting you. But we still have to find out who the real traitor is. And we have to find them fast before they can do any more damage." Matt nodded, relief washing over his face. "I understand, Deagan. And I will do whatever it takes to help you find the traitor. But first, I need your help. Can I see a doctor?" Deagan was slightly surprised by his demand. "Is that what that you want?" He asked. He had thought that the first thing he would ask for was to be released. "I am sorry," Matt said. "But I am not feeling so good. I think things will not be good if I stayed like this."

"You'd be at risk if you went home after making so many enemies. So, why not hang around? If you prove your loyalty to Mr. Wade, not even the full force of the cabal could reach you here in Aurous Hill." Pausing, he then asked, "What's so important back home, anyway? There are still plenty of folk there waiting to kill you, even if you didn't take the job. It's only when you have nothing to lose that you can be truly free—so just do what you can right here, right now. Even when you die, and the truth comes to light, everyone will be grateful to you, while your reputation stays unsullied." "Oh…" Matt breathed a long sigh of exasperation. "Fair enough. I'll just do my best as you and Mr. Wade

My legs felt weak beneath me, and the room felt like it was slowly swirling around us. My head was light. I could feel myself weakening as Matty’s arms gripped tightly around me. How could he be gone? That had to mean he was not dead. He had survived the attack upon him and escaped? My mind was swimming with possibilities, and it hurt to think that the man that deserved every bit of pain and suffering had somehow survived. And now he could be out there plotting his final revenge...

"Say what you got to say, Sweetheart. I'm sorry to tell you this, but he has to go." What did that mean? Matt was a cheating jerkface, but he didn't deserve to die for it. "No. He doesn't have to go." I said. "I can't send him back out there to die." "He could be sick, Case," Suzie whispered loudly as Mindy cooed. Shit. I hadn't thought of that. Matt's hands shot up. "I'm not sick. I promise. I came here because I had nowhere else to go. The dead are everywhere. I almost died getting here. Please don't make me go back out there."