Sayang Aku Mau Novels & Stories

"Ayoko. Ikaw na lang." "Sayang. Sayang na sayang. Pag nakita mo ang mga lalaking nagkikisigan. Ang babango na parang sanggol, nako! Baka tumulo ang laway mo. Ang sarap kagatin, ang sarap panggigilan." sunud-sunod na himig ni Annica na kinikilig pa. "At pag yumakap sayo, akala mo mababali ang tulatod mo. Pag humalik, aray ko! Kasarap!"

If wish could come through, I would have wish for Kaden to like me as much as I did but he is a big asshole. I fisted my hands as I fidgeted on my seat. Country songs boomed from the speaker in Kaden's car as we drove down the road with the windows down. The wind brushed through my hair making a mess which I don't mind as I felt peace within myself " So ......", I started. " You know what to write for the project right?", I asked. Kaden rolled his eyes at me, he probably wasn't listening to me. " Right , right." Ten minutes later, we finally reached my street and pulled into my house

“Isn't it just a matter of timing? Look, now I take you out of that scary place and you can live freely, I will pay for everything, you can live normally like other teenagers." "No, I can't. You might be easy to say but not with me. I screamed every night because my dad always fucked me until he got tired and decided to stop, he beat me if I resisted and I still fought until the last time he did, living a normal life just isn't in my head right now. I just want time to turn back to the time when my mother was still alive, because if she dies, I want to go with her, that's all” Eleven said.

kakaiba sa paraang espesyal? Nakakatawa. Nakakatawa at nakakaawa ako. Para akong tanga. Alam ko namang mangyayari 'to eh bakit ganto pa rin ang nararamdaman ko? Hindi ba dapat maging masaya ako para sakaniya? At least hindi siya mabubuhay na nasasaktan o mag-isa dahil nakatagpo na rin siya sa wakas ng isang taong magpapasaya sakaniya. Ganun naman talaga dapat diba? Eh Bakit pa rin ako nasasaktan ng ganito?

"Ana, come with me." "What, I don't want to be near you and less with that woman, leave me alone, go with your mistress and leave me alone," I said almost on the verge of tears. "Fuck, why did I have to be like this every time, why did I have to cry like an idiot, I was so pathetic as a woman." I was surprised when Gabriel took me in his arms. "Are you out of your mind? People are looking at us."

Whatever it was, she didn't wanted to hurt him either way. "I've been thinking about you lately very much, and you've been on my mind 24/7. I tried to resist you but it's very difficult, I must admit. I think I really like you Ruby as if I've been waiting for you all way long. I'm sure you'll give me a chance and will consider me worthy to be your partner. And please don't consider any of my favours towards you as a part of it. I only helped you as a friend"

Oo nga at narating ko ang pangarap nila sa akin, naging successful ako at naibibigay lahat ng gusto nila pero ramdam ko rito sa sarili ko marami akong pagkukulang sa kanila. Sobrang sakit lang isipin. I feel like I'm being useless now. Kahit na gusto kong bumisita sa amin ay hindi ko magawa. I have everything but I feel like there's a pieces inside me that need to be fix at kailangang kompletuhin. I miss them so badly! Kinuha ko ang cellphone ko sa bulsa at tinawagan si mama, ilang beses pa ito ng ring bago niya sagutin.

"Wala... nahihirapan lang ako huminga. Talaga bang okey ka lang." "Maayos lang talaga ako. Except... ginising mo lang ako ng ganito kagabi... " "... Natakot lang ako." "Relax's lang kasi... Malapit na Uuwi na ako." Napatango ako... mabuti naman. "Sana di na makansela ang pag-uwi mo." "I promise." Huminga ako ng malalim... Di talaga maayos ang pakiramdam ko.... Siguro ako lang ang na-apektuhan ng naamoy ko...

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Can someone please wake me up when everything's fine? Who would enjoy a life where problems come one after another? I am just trying to survive. I am just trying to change my fate, but what are all these? "Haa…" I'm tired…