Sendiri Biarkan Aku Sendiri Novels & Stories

Ryan was gone. I looked at my side table, to get a glass of water and there was a paper with something written on it. I took it and started to read. It was Ryan's message for me. It said, "I am going to my house. There are pills for headache in the drawer. I didn't mean to harm you in any way from the beginning. I just liked you the moment I met you. But now I saw how scared you were. So, I think we aren't meant for eachother. I will not come for you anymore. And I am sure you also want to stay away from me. You deserve a loving human. And I can't be one even if I pretend to be one. I hope you liked the moments we spent together but If you don't want my memories with you. You can call me any

Keith softened his heart. He felt that his head was about to explode. His tears combined with the blood from his fingertips dripping onto the floor made for a terrifying image. Keith reached out his hand carefully, trying to hold Sandra's hand as he said, "Leave him, Sandra. I can support you no matter what you want to do. Come back to me, please. You're the only one I have left now." Sandra replied coldly, "You still have Ivy. My future belongs to Zachary."

' i looked up to see Manfred on his phone, my heart kept beating on the thought of loosing him, i barely made any memories with him and the thought alone of loosing him too scared me. 'You don't need to think whether you're wrong or right, you don't need to think at all that anger suppressed inside you, don't fool yourself that you're going to heal, you grow it then harvest it into energy, loose your mind and carry out what you really want, it's either you remain weak or you thrive to survive.' i heard Erwin's voice in my head again. "Get out of my head..." i whispered under my breath looking back at my parent's grave.

They break me by pitting me, against myself. . I missed you for too long, in too many ways, that it became just another part of me: engraved deeper into my heart with the passing of time. I would wake up, stretch, breathe, and miss you. They told me to let it go, to let you go, and I would say: You cannot simply will your heart to stop beating, that no matter how long you hold your breath for, you cannot hold it forever, and I could only stop missing you, if I stopped being myself entirely.

My fiancée and my best friend were the top partners at a multi-million-dollar law firm, while I was just the guy handling the administrative work. In the courtroom, they were in perfect sync, trading fierce legal arguments and sharing an effortless dynamic. In their personal lives, they casually flirted through law jokes that only the two of them understood. I could never get a word in, edge-wise. Every time they laughed, I offered a painfully awkward smile. Even at my mother's funeral, nothing changed. They chatted merrily in front of her coffin, eventually breaking into audible laughter. “Clara, can you greet the guests?” I called out to her. I was the only child in the family, and a

please help me. I pleaded while looking up . I have given myself to you from this very moment. ____________________________________ ____________________________________ I-I cannot believe myself. I cannot believe my reality. The sound of wind hitting on windows or the rays of light coming inside. Day or night doesn't matter because I don't know where am I . Will I be able to go back in life or This will be it . I cannot accept it. Tears and tears that's all I have seen from that day. From that horrible moment.

�� 𝚍𝚘 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚊𝚢, 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑. 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝙸 𝚌� �𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙾𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚎.“ 𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚍.

" She cried out and I sighed and whipped away the tears in my eyes. I gently took her shoulders and made her face me. "Tanya.. I'm not angry at you but myself. I have been a total failure to myself and will not be alright if I don't leave. Don't you understand? Leaving will bring me happiness, I love my self company and I'll appreciate it if you let me go.. Just go back home, I may come back after years, five... Ten. Or maybe never. But just know that I'll be just fine on my own and can take care of myself..

"You must also bear in mind that nothing can last for your whole life, not youth, not beauty, and that your lover may not accompany you to grow old, and that even your money might be gone someday." "Therefore, you must learn to rely on yourself, and learn to live by yourself. Because only your own capabilities will stay with you for the rest of your life and it can definitely save you from every depth of despair." "Do you understand? Just like when I started studying jewelry design and you did not understand me. You said, wasn't it good to stay at home with someone making the money and keeping me? Why did I push myself so hard?" "But even though I knew he would never abandon me, I had to ach

, She called out again. Jason shut his eyelids tightly and pretended to be asleep. He was not going to open the door for anybody. He remained like that till his mother gave up and returned downstairs. His mind drifted to the day's incident; how he was bullied multiple times that day and he could not do anything about it. He did not even feel hungry anymore.