Sendiri Biarkan Aku Sendiri Novels & Stories

Your own personal hell. ******************************************

I was on my own. The End

Letting the truth bleed. Letting it carve me clean.

"Congratulations, Shawn. You finally got what you wanted. You hate Queenie, and now she's going to stay away from you." Finally, after all these years, they said one thing that I agreed with. There were only hours left before my flight. I checked my phone. "Is there anything else? I have to go." I told my mother I would be alright. "Just have your dinner, Mom." Shawn wanted to come after me, but Helga held him back. She said softly, "I know saying goodbye is hard, but you need to do this. Come back soon. I'll be waiting."

�� 𝚍𝚘 𝚊𝚜 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚜𝚊𝚢, 𝚊𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚎𝚗𝚍 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚍𝚊𝚢, 𝙸 𝚔𝚗𝚘𝚠 𝚒𝚝 𝚠𝚒𝚕𝚕 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚠𝚑𝚘𝚖 𝚖𝚢 𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚛𝚝 𝚠𝚊𝚗𝚝𝚜 𝚝𝚘 𝚋𝚎 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑. 𝚆𝚒𝚝𝚑 𝚢𝚘𝚞, 𝙸 𝚌� �𝚗 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏 𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚎𝚕𝚢 𝚠𝚒𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚠𝚘𝚛𝚛𝚢𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚊𝚋𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚊𝚗𝚢𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐. 𝙾𝚗𝚕𝚢 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚌𝚊𝚗 𝚋𝚛𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚋𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚒𝚗 𝚖𝚎.“ 𝙷𝚎 𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚎𝚍.

" She cried out and I sighed and whipped away the tears in my eyes. I gently took her shoulders and made her face me. "Tanya.. I'm not angry at you but myself. I have been a total failure to myself and will not be alright if I don't leave. Don't you understand? Leaving will bring me happiness, I love my self company and I'll appreciate it if you let me go.. Just go back home, I may come back after years, five... Ten. Or maybe never. But just know that I'll be just fine on my own and can take care of myself..

"You must also bear in mind that nothing can last for your whole life, not youth, not beauty, and that your lover may not accompany you to grow old, and that even your money might be gone someday." "Therefore, you must learn to rely on yourself, and learn to live by yourself. Because only your own capabilities will stay with you for the rest of your life and it can definitely save you from every depth of despair." "Do you understand? Just like when I started studying jewelry design and you did not understand me. You said, wasn't it good to stay at home with someone making the money and keeping me? Why did I push myself so hard?" "But even though I knew he would never abandon me, I had to ach

, She called out again. Jason shut his eyelids tightly and pretended to be asleep. He was not going to open the door for anybody. He remained like that till his mother gave up and returned downstairs. His mind drifted to the day's incident; how he was bullied multiple times that day and he could not do anything about it. He did not even feel hungry anymore.

No longer do I compromise myself for anyone. I can be just fine on my own.