Novel & Cerita Sendiri Biarkan Aku Sendiri

Words I needed to say, even if they ripped both of us apart. “I want to leave you,” I said slowly, clearly, so there would be no room for misunderstanding. “I want to live on my own. And I don’t want to come back here.”

Hum tere bin ab reh nahi sect Tere bina kya wajood mera Tujhse juda gar ho jayenge Toh khud se hi ho jayenge juda kyunki tum hi ho Ab tum hi ho Zindagi ab tum hi ho Chain bhi, mera dard bhi Meri aashiqui ab tum hi ho….. Song lyric meaning: I can not live without you What am I without you If I'm separated from you Then I too will be separated from myself Because only you Now only you My life is now only you

My very own sanctuary. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Mas lalo lang akong masasaktan. “Saglit lang naman ‘to, I can endure it,” I whispered to myself, being a fool again. “Matatapos din ‘to. The pain will fade..” Para akong asong naghihintay sa kanyang amo. Waiting for the moment when it’s my time to receive a treat no matter how long the time escapes, even if I have a rival to his heart.

The comments section buzzes with blessings, praise, and envious messages. I stare at the screen for a long time without moving. This is not the first time they break their promise to me because of Giada. But this time, I do not argue or make a scene. I simply type and send one line calmly in the comments, "I wish your family of four a Merry Christmas." I finally let go of my obsession and stop waiting for people who will never come to me. But when I quietly step away, the ones who cannot let go turn out to be them.

Selama ini kau masih merasa Aku selalu menantimu Dua minggu kau tak menghampiri Karena kau dengan yang lain Ibanya hatiku, sayang (Lyrics of the Potret Band song). Every day or even night I sing it. Moreover, other than to strengthen my heart, and to cultivate my heart to be strong in recognizing the term love for monkeys that come and go like mushrooms.

But I can’t. I can’t let him hurt me again. I know I’m probably overreacting, but I don’t want to go through heartbreak again. The whole experience with Lorenzo standing me up, my dad trying to force me to move back home and hurting me, taught me that I can depend only on myself. I was naive before. I was weak. But I won’t be anymore. I won’t let anyone hurt me again, even if it means being alone. I don’t need anyone anymore. I’m better off alone.

i try my best to smile But tears came out "I'm sorry, but I need to find myself by my own. I chose it alone, so I have to crawl back to where I used to be ..." ".... I lost myself when i am with you, i lost everything in a very short time but now i need to overcome all of this for own good" "Sorry Oakley, but I want you to stop courting me"

** I stare at the message until it blurs. Then I drive home and let myself fall apart in private. Where no one can see. Where it doesn’t count.

I want to get everything over and done with. " I don't know, let me go with you." He says, a plea in his tone. " I have to do this on my own." "You don't have to do this on your own, let me be there for you and - " " Roman." I cover his hand with mine and look him straight in the eyes." Let me do this on my own, I can't be dependent on you for everything, there are some things that I will sometimes have to face on my own. And this is one of them."