Sendiri Biarkan Aku Sendiri Novels & Stories

“You know what? Fuck it. I’m just going to let you figure it out for yourself.” “Figure what out?”

"I just didn't write my name. I couldn't reveal my feelings back then…" As she spoke, tears ran down her cheeks. I turned my face away, refusing to look at her. "Just go, Lauren." She shook her head stubbornly. "No, I won't… You're the man I've loved for ten years. If I leave now, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. I'm sorry. I know I'm twisted and too proud for my own good. "Everyone said you weren't good enough for me, so I couldn't show my feelings. I was afraid they would find out…"

But I’m going to stand by something my gran said to me… To thine own self be true. I don’t know what James will give up to make us possible. But if he can’t let go of the world that keeps breaking us, then I’ll let go of him. I’m not afraid to be alone. But I want to move forward as me. I will not compromise on that again.

he pull out a chair for me to sit in before going over to take his " I have offended you greatly and I am so sorry I never, never wanted to - " " you never offended me okay ... you, No! let me talk first. " I cut him off when he tries to speak. " you made your own decision and I have no right whatsoever to be angry at you. you own your life, you are a man, you are rich and everything so what right do I have. I am just a friend and I have no right to be angry at you or anything so therefore do not be sorry "

"Take it yourself." ***

"Let go of my hand." . . . ……..

Please let this version of me be enough. Please, just this once — let love be easy for me. Let it stay.

Alone. Sent it.

I do not care. "Leave me alone!" I said quietly. However, there was no rejection from them. Everyone moves slowly and leaves from there. I'm here alone. Lamenting a fate that I can't change. I have to accept and live it. Seriously in learning and honing my skills. I hold many lives. God, don't let my hand be the end of their life. Help me.