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~There's no reason, there's no rhyme I found myself blindsided by A feeling that I've never known I'm dealing with it on my own Phone is quiet, walls are bare I drink myself to sleep, who cares? No one even has to know I'm dealing with it on my own~ Everyone was in awe of the coldness of her voice, they could feel every line pierce their heart by the way she sang it. It was smooth and gentle. Sophia gradually closed her eyes, her heart heaving. ~Heavy thoughts when it gets late Put me in a fragile state I wish I wasn't going home Dealing with it on my own I'm praying but it's not enough I'm done, I don't believe in love

he pull out a chair for me to sit in before going over to take his " I have offended you greatly and I am so sorry I never, never wanted to - " " you never offended me okay ... you, No! let me talk first. " I cut him off when he tries to speak. " you made your own decision and I have no right whatsoever to be angry at you. you own your life, you are a man, you are rich and everything so what right do I have. I am just a friend and I have no right to be angry at you or anything so therefore do not be sorry "

I do not care. "Leave me alone!" I said quietly. However, there was no rejection from them. Everyone moves slowly and leaves from there. I'm here alone. Lamenting a fate that I can't change. I have to accept and live it. Seriously in learning and honing my skills. I hold many lives. God, don't let my hand be the end of their life. Help me.

Sa aming dalawa ako ang walang kalayaan. "Can't you see how I cried for help Cause you should love me just for being myself I'll drown in an ocean, of pain and emotion If you don't save me right away" Kahit umiyak ako sa harapan nila, wala sila ng pakialam. Hindi nila matanggap kung ano ako. Dahil, bobo nga daw ako. "Just let me be who I am It's what you really need to understand And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

Kahit isa ay wala akong natapos. Inis akong napabuntong hininga at pabagsak na binaba ang libro sa mesa. Gusto ko siyang tawagan para bawiin ang mga sinabi ko kanina para magka-ayos kami. Pero bakit ko naman babawiin ang sinabi ko? Sinasabi ko lang naman ang opinyon ko. He forbids me to make friends with other men and now even my opinion is no longer accepted? I can't believe him!

"I... c a n... n o t.... g o... i n s i d e.. T h i s... p l a c e.... i s... a... t i m e... a n d... s o... d o... I. I t... i s... f o r b i d d e n... f o r... m e. Y o u... a r e... o n... y o u r... o w n... f r o m... n o w... o n..." *l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l l*

do what you think, I don't have the strength for it ...no, if you want to obstruct your life, go ahead, I won't stop you anymore ...I'm sorry, but I can't constantly fight for myself and those around me, and certainly not when I'm fighting alone and the others are resisting my help ...so do what you think is right, I'll go back to sleep now

maybe I am better off alone. Dismissive defiance curdled in my gut. Who cared what they said, their whispers a distant buzzing compared to the storm raging inside me? Yearning for a return to the quiet before the infestation, I craved solace in the familiar ache of solitude. Ihudiya's words, harsh but undeniable truths, echoed in the hollowness. Perhaps this self-imposed isolation was the only path forward. Maybe it was time to strip away illusions and confront a reality that scraped raw but held a sliver of hope for a new beginning.

He is her most cherish Yaya in the whole world. " I don't even know where to start from but the only thing I can tell you is , I want to find myself, I need space from all dramas and don't worry, I'll come for you when I get answers to all my problems " " please don't do this to me, let me come leave with you then. " " you can't, where I live isn't a place I'd want you to live in. Please badiyya, don't ask for more from me. We would meet again"

“But аѕ long as you аrе there, then thеrе іѕ nо one еlѕе I need. I don’t nееd a fаnсу day tо give mе fond memories. I just nееd уоu bу mу ѕіdе, ѕwеаrіng tо love еасh оthеr fоr еtеrnіtу.” “And wе wіll, but I . . . іt dоеѕn’t fееl right. I’m bеіng ѕеlfіѕh lеttіng mу demons wіn. I knоw how muсh уоu lоvе mе аnd for that I can wait.”