Sendiri Biarkan Aku Sendiri 소설 & 이야기

I smile to myself. Let the pieces fall.

Sa aming dalawa ako ang walang kalayaan. "Can't you see how I cried for help Cause you should love me just for being myself I'll drown in an ocean, of pain and emotion If you don't save me right away" Kahit umiyak ako sa harapan nila, wala sila ng pakialam. Hindi nila matanggap kung ano ako. Dahil, bobo nga daw ako. "Just let me be who I am It's what you really need to understand And I hope so hard for the pain to go away

“But аѕ long as you аrе there, then thеrе іѕ nо one еlѕе I need. I don’t nееd a fаnсу day tо give mе fond memories. I just nееd уоu bу mу ѕіdе, ѕwеаrіng tо love еасh оthеr fоr еtеrnіtу.” “And wе wіll, but I . . . іt dоеѕn’t fееl right. I’m bеіng ѕеlfіѕh lеttіng mу demons wіn. I knоw how muсh уоu lоvе mе аnd for that I can wait.”

I will manage on my own. Time to have a long marathon!

Ryan was gone. I looked at my side table, to get a glass of water and there was a paper with something written on it. I took it and started to read. It was Ryan's message for me. It said, "I am going to my house. There are pills for headache in the drawer. I didn't mean to harm you in any way from the beginning. I just liked you the moment I met you. But now I saw how scared you were. So, I think we aren't meant for eachother. I will not come for you anymore. And I am sure you also want to stay away from me. You deserve a loving human. And I can't be one even if I pretend to be one. I hope you liked the moments we spent together but If you don't want my memories with you. You can call me any

you dont have any choice but to tell me kung ano talaga ang nangyari bg gabing iyon alam kung may hindi nasabi sa akin si zandra kaya ginawa iyun sa kanya Sometimes I feel like im heartless but sometimes I feel like im not. I don’t know what I am I feel mystery I feel like im empty and I need to fullfil it. I don’t I just want to suffer who made me suffer, am I wrong? I am wrong ? no one teach me no one told me about my mistake and my right it just me

I know deep down that I am done for. ##########

Keith softened his heart. He felt that his head was about to explode. His tears combined with the blood from his fingertips dripping onto the floor made for a terrifying image. Keith reached out his hand carefully, trying to hold Sandra's hand as he said, "Leave him, Sandra. I can support you no matter what you want to do. Come back to me, please. You're the only one I have left now." Sandra replied coldly, "You still have Ivy. My future belongs to Zachary."

Still, for now… I let myself believe. I let myself breathe. I let myself love.

' i looked up to see Manfred on his phone, my heart kept beating on the thought of loosing him, i barely made any memories with him and the thought alone of loosing him too scared me. 'You don't need to think whether you're wrong or right, you don't need to think at all that anger suppressed inside you, don't fool yourself that you're going to heal, you grow it then harvest it into energy, loose your mind and carry out what you really want, it's either you remain weak or you thrive to survive.' i heard Erwin's voice in my head again. "Get out of my head..." i whispered under my breath looking back at my parent's grave.