Novel & Cerita Sinimulan Ko To Walang Naniniwala

"Thalia, maniwala ka sa akin—" "Hindi!" sigaw niya, mas lalong lumayo. "Huwag mo akong paasahin ulit! Kung may kailangan ka lang, sabihin mo nang maaga! Huwag mong hayaang maniwala akong may halaga ako sa'yo kung hindi naman pala totoo!"

This isn't what I expected to happen! "Siguro desperado na nga talaga ako dahil pinilit kitang magpakasal sa'kin when in fact, wala ka talagang balak na magpakasal sa'kin dahil balak mo parin akong iwan sa huli. Tama ba'ko, Samantha? Kaya walang halaga sa'yo ang singsing na'yon---" "No. Mali ka. Mahalaga 'yon sa'kin." Nang itugon ko yon, a scoff instantly escaped from him habang napapailing-iling sa'kin.

Nandito siya sa aking opisina para bisitahin ako. I know that trust takes years to earn. Our love will be nothing without our trust. Kaya hindi naging madali ang naging desisyon para sa akin noon. Ngayon na sinubukan kami ng pagkakataon ay ito ang nangyari, mas lalo lang na ayaw kong umalis. "How about your MBA abroad? Sayang. Ituloy mo na. Ilang buwan nalang naman. Promise, I will only trust your words. Hindi ako makikinig sa iba." Thea said softly to me.

sigaw ko dito "Syempre mag sasalita ako lalo nat hindi kita kilala malay ko bang mamamatay tao ka pala please lang pakawalan mo na ako wala akong alam na atraso sayo at mas lalong wala akong kaalam alam sayo ang gusto ko lang naman ay umuwi ng pilipinas para makita ko na si ate at makapagpahinga" agad kong pinunasan ang luha ko. "PLEASE-"

Straight to the point I see. “I didn’t like the on going idea of me leaving here without saying much, I see you most days anyways”. I shrug averting my gaze. Looking back we stare at one another. It seems we tend to do that often. “How do humans do these things anyways? get to know one another.” “Humans?” She repeats with a brow lifted and a half smile. Should I just spit it out? She probably won’t believe me anyways. I sit back in my seat and open my legs widely and take a deep breath emitting boredom.

Yumuko naman 'to bago nag salita. "S-Sorry." mahinang usal nito. I bit my lower lip before I smirked and moved forward towards him. "Sorry?" sandaling napahalakhak ako sa narinig. Nag angat 'to ng tingin para tignan ako. Tinignan ko 'to sa mga mata ng diretso bago nagsalita. "When trust is broken, sorry means nothing to me so don't bother saying sorry." I smirked, after I said that iniwan ko na ang lalaki dun na nanatiling nakatayo at nakatitig sa kawalan.

“You could fall in love again, you know. I know after Anna, you won’t go the chosen mate route, but you’ve gotta have faith that your fated mate is out there somewhere waiting for you.” “To have faith, you have to believe,” I grumble, shaking my head. I take a long pull from my beer bottle, swallowing it down before flopping my head over the back of the sofa and staring at the ceiling. “I don’t believe in any of that anymore.”

“Now we rebuild trust without spectacle.” A ripple of uncertainty moved through the crowd. Someone muttered, “That takes time.” “Yes,” Alina said. “And it will hurt.” Another voice, sharper. “And what if the Crown never wakes again?” Alina met that gaze squarely. “Then we learn how to live without using faith as a weapon.” The reaction was mixed. Some nodded slowly. Others stiffened, bristling. A man near the back scoffed. “Easy for you to say. You still have walls.”