Novel & Cerita Till My Heartaches End

…So, they say that time Takes away the pain But I'm still the same, ah. Natigilan siya sa paglingon nang biglang pumailanlang ang isang kanta na mukhang nanadya ang bawat liriko. Turnin' back the time, back when you were mine (all mine) So, this is heartache?

Taas noo at tila walang iniinda ko iyon ginawa ngunit paglalabas ko at sarado ng pinto, I fell into the ground and cover my mouth with my hand when my tears fall like a fucking river. Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit ng ginawa niya sa akin. Hindi ko alam na may ganitong klase pala ng sakit kapag umibig, iyong tipong biglang binagsak sa lupa ng walang sasalong malambot na bagay, maski tela. Pain demands to be felt when it comes to love. But fuck this pain, it's killing me. This day will never be forgotten, the day where I felt my heart fell literally and crashed into tiny pieces.

Humakbang siya palayo rito. “Minsan man naging bulag ang mga mata ko sa katotohanan pero ang puso ko hindi naging bulag at Hindi nagkakamali sa babaeng minamahal ko. Please give me another chance, papatunayan ko kung gaano kita kamahal.” Pagsusumamo ni Greyson.

That poem. He stared at me intently, pakiramdam ko ay tinitigan niya ang buong puso at kaluluwa ko. When he's looking at me everything within me always in a haywire. "The life in earth is always have an end. Ending might be sad that doesn't mend And hearts would always be broken and dread. Second chances is impossible to the persons who'll be dead." Binibigkas niya ang bawat salita habang tinitingnan ako ng mariin. Napatuwid ako ng upo at pakiramdam ko kumikirot na naman ang puso ko.

🎵 I thought that I've been hurt before But no one's ever left me quite this sore Your words cut deeper than a knife Now I need someone to breathe me back to life Got a feeling that I'm going under But I know that I'll make it out alive If I quit calling you my lover Move on You watch me bleed until I can't breathe I'm shaking falling onto my knees And now that I'm without your kisses I'll be needing stitches I'm tripping over myself Aching begging you to come help And now that I'm without your kisses I'll be needing stitches Just like a moth drawn to a flame

Every time those echoes in my ears, system, and heart, I feel like I will suffocate at any time from where I stand. "I'm sorry, Avry. Hindi na kita mahal. Mahirap bang tanggapin yun?" — so effortless for her to unlove me. "May iba na kong mahal, Avry. That's the point. I am sorry. I hope you can move on now." — so easy to replace me. "Lablab." — That freaking endearment sounds like horror to me. I apathetically chuckle at that undesirable thought, consuming the heaviness that vigorously eats me up as I gulp my drink to its last drop.

Ruan's heart belonged to someone else, a ghost from his past, a woman who had captured his heart and left an indelible mark on his soul. As I reached out and gently squeezed his hand, offering him a silent promise of comfort, I felt my own heart shatter into a million pieces. The dream I had dared to dream, the hope that had flickered within me, was extinguished, leaving behind a void that threatened to consume me.

My heart is aching. I never knew I would experience this kind of pain. As if I lost something inside me. Hindi ko makakalimutan ang araw na ito. I lost my love and myself at the same time. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Tell me, coz I can't move my feet away Away from you Look at me now I'm still frustrated And hopeless Chorus: I am mistaken I know I realize how memory fades my feelings get away But comeback in just one kiss and hug from you I'm still hoping to you To comeback But what the hell happen you left me behind everything is worthless everything is wasteless I lost you.. Bridges: I remember yesterday when you told me that you care But you fell out love I ask you to change What you've said but there's no turning back Is this the end of our love story?

And she closed her eyes again her heart and head is aching. ****end of chapter****