Till My Heartaches End นิยาย & เรื่องราว

The pain of waiting for him, hoping against hope, had taken its toll on me. "Kung siguro nasusukat lang ang heartache siguro andun na ako sa maximum level," I continued, tears streaming down my face. It felt like my heart had reached its breaking point, unable to bear the weight of unrequited love any longer. I had been holding on for so long, hoping that things would change, but it seemed like I had reached my limit.

No matter how much it hurt you. Because that's the only way out. END_

Madilim, walang liwanag, walang pag-asa. Akala ko happy ending na kami. Akala ko ako na yung pinakaswerteng babae. Pero mali pala. I was just a fool who loved too much and trusted too easily. And now, here I am. Broken, alone, and betrayed by the two people I loved the most. This is not just a heartbreak. This is the end of who I used to be. And I don't know how to start again. To be continued...

Mahigpit akong niyakap ni Hallen na parang ito na ang huling yakap niya sakin habang dinig ko sa matigas niyang dibdib ang mabilis na pag tibok ng puso niya. " No matter what happens nothing else can surpass my love for you Star. Because I will endure all the suffering and pain just don't let my heart stop loving you."

Humikbi ako nang humikbi habang tinatakpan ang aking mukha at bibig gamit ang comforter. I am so tired of crying, I am so tired of everything that I just wanted to cry it all. Sana, sana ibuhos ko lang pag-iyak ay maayos na. But even though I cry it all, I will still not be okay. I endured this pain in my heart my whole life. I carried this pain with me my whole life. When will I be healed? I’m tired.

May hinanakit nitong saad kaya mas lalo akong napaluha. "P-Paano naman ako?! Paano naman itong sakit na nandito sa puso ko?!" Sigaw ko at tuluyan s'yang napatulala. "Noong ginamit n'yo ako, noong mga panahong sinaktan n'yo ako, sa tingin n'yo ay ganoon lang iyon kadali? Nahirapan rin ako! Nadurog ako ng paulit-ulit dahil sa sakit na idinulot n'yo sa akin!" Sigaw ko rito at napailing na lamang ito. How could you Tucker!

hard and deep. Bumagsak ang balikat ko at napaupo ako sa p’westo ko. Nasa likod pa rin ako ng column at hindi ko alam kung ilang minuto o oras na ang nakalipas pero nanatili ako roon. Because I can’t move. My head is aching and so is my heart. My heart is breaking and I know I deserve that. This is exactly what I deserve. Afraid that someone might notice me crying here, I wipe my tears.

Tang ina! Damn! Parang tinutusok ng ilang milyong karayom ang puso ko ngayon. At ang masaklap pa ay alam kong hindi na ito kailanman magagamot pa. Kahit pa siguro pagsilbihan niya ako habang buhay, kahit pa makita ko siyang nagdurusa. The pain won't go away! I don't even know what to do to ease this! Fuck!

" Hindi ko na napigilan ang sarili ko. I sobbed and cry in silence while hearing her suffer....and by now being swallowed by the emotions she's been hiding from me. I thought she's okay already. I thought we've move on. She just had no courage to tell me that she's not, and she will never moved on from the best love she ever had. Papa gave her everything. And that everything will break her heart....forever. Songs used: ♡Remember when by Alan Jackson ♡All too Well by Taylor Swift ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.

…So, they say that time Takes away the pain But I'm still the same, ah. Natigilan siya sa paglingon nang biglang pumailanlang ang isang kanta na mukhang nanadya ang bawat liriko. Turnin' back the time, back when you were mine (all mine) So, this is heartache?