Till My Heartaches End の小説・ストーリー

How can you hurt me this way Everything I knew was lovin' you How could you try pretending Your love was never ending Now you can't even say that you will stay How, how could you say you love me When you would go and leave me How could you make me hurt so bad When I have loved you more than anyone can do Can't believe the pain That I'm feeling now because of loving you How can you hurt me this way Everything I knew was lovin' you How can love me so unkind Still you broke my heart Despite what I've done Still my love was not enough Though I given you my all I can't take it anymore Naninikip ang dibdib na ni Athena sa matinding sama ng loob at sakit na nararamdaman. Para namang nananadya ang k

Sigurado akong niloloko ko lang ang sarili ko kaya mas mabuti pang magpahinga na nga lang ako tulad ng sinabi niya. Pero tila hindi lang ang pisikal na sakit ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. It seems that my heart was bleeding too—the pain that the last thing that I ever wanted. I hope, it isn't what they call... heartbreak.

But it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you numbed all the pain Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was getting kinda used to being someone you loved I'm going under and this time I fear there's no one to turn to This all or nothing way of loving got me sleeping without you Now, I need somebody to know Somebody to heal Somebody to have Just to know how it feels It's easy to say but it's never the same I guess I kinda liked the way you helped me escape Now the day bleeds Into nightfall And you're not here To get me through it all I let my guard down And then you pulled the rug I was gett

he called my name exhaustedly to cut me off. “Sandali kasi patapusin mo muna ako,” agad-agad kong sabi. Wala na siyang nagawa kun’di makinig. “Masakit iyong naging ending namin ni Zane. Sinaktan niya ako ng maraming beses sa loob ng matagal na panahon. Pero kung papipiliin ako ngayon, ayaw kong burahin ang mga alaala namin kasi ‘yong ending lang naman ang masakit, eh. ‘Yong simula at saka ‘yong in between punong-puno ng mga magagandang alaala and those memories are worth keeping. Kaya ayaw ko siyang kalimutan. ‘Di bale nang may malungkot na alaala, basta manatili iyong mga masasaya.”

“Ang buhok mo'y parang gabing numinipis Sa pagdating ng madaling-araw Na kumukulay sa alapaap Ang ngiti mo'y parang isang tala Na matagal na ang kinang Ngunit ngayon lang nakita kung kailan wala na Kailan kaya mahahalata Ang pighati sa ilalim ng iyong mga tawa? Kahit mawala ka pa Hinding-hindi mawawala Ang damdamin ko'y sa 'yong sa 'yo.” Napangiti ako sa kinakanta niya. I like the song. I like Munimuni. Nakaka-relate rin ako sa mga kanta nila. Bumutong-hininga ako at nakatingin lang sa kaniya habang kumakanta siya. “Bawat segundo ay natutunaw Tumutulo parang luha Humuhugis na parang mga puting paruparo

I sobbed his name and think again of Bliss and Tim. I was never fully ready to lose Tim and Bliss, bestfriends of mine, the one who loved me unconditionally at 'yong nandyan through my ups and downs. I was never really prepared for endings, or for the heartache, or grief that follows but I need to. I need to be strong for their baby. I need to be strong for Travis. I'm sorry, baby.

He, in return, remained silent and listened to my broken cries as I called out Kicchan’s name over and over again. Tonight, my unrequited love just ended. —END OF SIDE STORY: 1ST EGO—

I hope that after all what I've been through, there's still a rainbow that is waiting for me at the end of my battle. Even though, My story ended without my first love... atleast I've learned a lot that I can apply in my future. I will forever treasure our memories, ibabaon ko 'to sa puso ko at kakalkalin ko nalang ulit kapag gusto kong matuto. Well, that's the reality, to let people go. Clyde Lucas, I'm happy to say that I'm finally letting you go... You're free now... ———2 days later—-

My heart is getting crazier. ◇◇◇◇◇ ●To be continue

Gigil na pangaral niya sa kaibigan. "She's my life bro! She's my everything and I dont know what to do now. All I want is to end my life." Sabawat katagang binibitawan ni Aidan ay mararamdaman mo ang sakit na pinag daraanan niya. Hindi rin masisisi ni Jeofrey si Aidan dahil alam niya kung gaano nito kamahal ang nobya.