Till My Heartaches End นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Punong-puno ng takot, lungkot, galit, at pagsisisi ang puso't pagkatao ko. Sino’ng mag-aakala na totoo pala talaga ang kasabihang iyon? “Karmi...” That was the last thing I heard before my sense of hearing finally gave up on me. This is the end. This is my end and it is filled with regrets and heartbreaks...

at hinding-hindi namin makakalimutan lahat ng ala-ala na iniwan niya sa puso at isipan namin, but still, deep down our hearts, we knew it's hurts, napakasakit pa din kahit tanggap mo na wala na ang taong mahal mo. At kahit sa akin, ang sakit, sobrang sakit dahil hanggang doon na lamang natapos ang kwento naming dalawa ni Zhane. Walang naging magandang katapusan. Hindi nga siguro lahat ng kwento ay may happy ending, it's ao tragic that I couldn't move on.

It’s touching my heart down to my soul. Sinabayan pa ito ng tutgtog ng music which is entitled ‘Your Love’ Akala ko ay ako lang ang umiiyak. Pero nang ilibot ko ang tingin ko sa paligid ay nag-iiyakan rin pala silang lahat. Ang ending, mas lalo akong napahagulgol. Walang mapagsidlan ang saya ko.

Gusto niya ng isang rason para makaya pa rin niyang tiisin ang sakit habang hindi pa ito nagdedesisyon ng tungkol sa kanila. It's in the stars It's been written in the scars on our hearts We're not broken just bent And we can learn to love again Nasa mga bituin lang ba ang kasagutan? Isang pangarap na di niya kayang abutin? Ngunit yung sakit na mga nangyayari ngayon, yung takot na mawala na sa kaniya ang pinakamamahal niya, iyon ang parang mga sugat sa kaniyang puso na hindi pa gumagaling. Sana matutunan ni Daniel na ipaglaban din siya kung may nararamdaman din ito sa kaniya at kung wala naman, sana lalaki pa rin siyang sabihin na itigil na nila ang sinimulan nilang laro para minsanan na niy

Naiwan naman akong nakaluhod habang umiiyak ng walang katapusan. My heart is badly hurting. My eyes is full of tears. Nababalot ng takot ang puso ko. Naninindig ang balahibo ko. Takot na takot ako. Takot na takot ako kay Carl. Takot na takot ako sa kanya. What did I do? What did I do?

Niyakap naman kaagad ako ni Mommy at inaalo ang likod ko. I've never experienced pain like this before. It's as if a million sharp knives are relentlessly stabbing at my heart, each cut deeper than the last. My strength wanes with each passing moment, especially seeing Lily in such a state. How can I find the courage to keep fighting? The anguish I feel is like a heavy weight pressing down on my chest, suffocating me with its intensity. Every breath feels like a struggle, every beat of my heart a painful reminder of the gaping void left by our loss. It's a battle I never anticipated having to face, a challenge that tests the very limits of my resolve.

Isa sa dahilan kaya nandito siya ay para makalimutan ito. "Lintik na pag-ibig iyan! Ayoko na talagang maniwala! Oh, this life is bullsh*t!" Tinungga niya ang alak na kakasalin ko. Naningkit ang mata ko. "Sometimes, you have to endure tragedy before you ever glimpse a happy ending in that so-called love story. Your heart must be bruised, broken—driven to the edge of madness—before you can even hope to feel what happiness truly means."

All I can see now is Elijah, pressing the piano with such soft manners. Ohh please wake me up in this dream, I haven't tried everything What a shame it all ended up in vain Ohh please wake me up in this dream, I haven't told you everything What a shame you can't hear me calling your name Singing the final chorus, Trevor's voice become low. Oh how I love that life is short There's nothing much left in my time I'm lucky my days are near its end I will no longer hear your voice inside my head I wonder if being dead is easier than being alive

Hinawakan nito ang kamay niya at kinuha ang tasa roon. "I don't want to hurt you, Tristan. I wish I could prevent all the heartaches. I'm sorry for choosing my sister's happiness than mine. I'm sorry for choosing her over you. Akala ko kasi . . . akala ko totoong mahal ka niya kaya nagparaya ako or maybe she can love you as much as I do. I'm sorry for letting you go, Tristan."

mahirap pala ano? Kahit na alam mo na sa sarili mong hindi dapat, mahirap pa ring pigilan kung ano man ang nararamdaman ng puso. Kahit na alam ko na ang pagsasama at p********k namin ni Jake ay may kontrata...at hindi totoo. My heart hurts with those thoughts. I just wanted this to end. I wanted to move on from him...but how can I move on when I always see his face everyday?