ANMELDENEight years ago, at Black Pine Pack's full moon trial, my wolf went silent forever. Vivian Hale was responsible. She was my best friend. She was also the woman my Alpha mate Adrian Cross had protected since childhood and never been able to let go of. After the accident, Adrian personally banished Vivian from Black Pine territory and severed her mind-link with the pack. Vivian bore the blame before the Inter-Pack Council. For eight years, she was too afraid to return, and Adrian never said a word in her defense. Adrian stayed by my side through the agony of every failed shift and helped me adjust to a life where I could no longer hear my wolf or feel the pack. Then Vivian came back. She wanted to rejoin Black Pine Pack, and she asked Adrian to preside over her reinstatement ceremony himself. I refused on Adrian's behalf. I said, "She hurt the pack's future Luna eight years ago. She has no right to stand before the Moon Goddess and take the oath." But Adrian suddenly smiled. The smile stayed on his face even as his eyes reddened. "Eight years. "I haven't seen her, haven't protected her, haven't spent a single full moon with her. "Because of you, she lost her pack, her family, and her standing. She's been in exile for eight years. "All you lost was a wolf. "What she lost was me." My inner world went dead silent. But he seemed unable to feel the mate bond in my chest suddenly constrict. "I've already acknowledged you as my fated mate and let you serve as acting Luna for eight years. "What more do you want from me?" I once believed that losing my wolf was the most hopeless moment of my life. It wasn't until that moment that I learned what despair really was. That night, I signed off on the paperwork for Vivian's reinstatement ceremony. Then I left my resignation as acting Luna on Adrian's desk. Then I booked a flight to Silver Ridge territory. From that day on. His pack, his beloved, his belated concern—none of it had anything to do with me anymore.
Mehr anzeigenLater, Adrian tried to transfer one of Black Pine's medical funds into the program I ran.It was an enormous amount.The note contained only one line.Compensation for Elena Ward.The finance officer brought me the file.I read it and told her to send it back."The program can accept public restitution from Black Pine Pack."But it will not accept Adrian Cross's private emotional debt."He came to see me himself.It was raining that day.He stood outside the office building without an umbrella.He looked the way I must have at the reinstatement hearing, waiting for him to turn around.Only back then, I had been the one in pieces.Now it was him.By the time I came downstairs, he was soaked through."Elena, I'm not here to make you take it."I just want to do something for you."I looked at him calmly."I don't lack money now."I don't lack doctors."I don't lack standing."And I don't lack people willing to stand beside me."His lips trembled."Then what do you lack?"I said, "The wolf
On the recovery program's open day, the hall filled with young people who had lost their wolves to wolfsbane and trauma.One girl was sixteen.Before her first shift, someone had fed her trace doses of wolfsbane over a long period, and her wolf had never appeared.The doctor called her name softly."Anna."The girl froze.The next second, her head snapped up."I heard her."She threw herself into her mother's arms, sobbing so hard her whole body shook.Applause broke out across the room.I stood outside the training room, my eyes warm.My own wolf still couldn't complete a full shift.But she lay quietly in the depths of my mind.I could feel her breathing.That was enough.Elias stood not far away.He had been watching me the whole time, cedar wound tight around the edge of my consciousness.His voice came through our private mental channel, barely contained."I want to walk over there and hold you right now."I answered, "The event isn't over.""I know."I've been holding back for tw
Six months later, I went to Elias's office of my own accord and knocked.He was working through a border resettlement list.The moment he saw me, he closed the file and strode around the desk to meet me.I gave him my answer."I'm ready to accept our mate bond."His breath stopped for a beat.The next second, he pulled me hard into his arms.Cedar flooded around me, carrying pure, unguarded joy."Elena, do you know how long I've waited to hear that?"He lowered his head and pressed his forehead to mine, his eyes impossibly bright."From today on, everyone will know you're the mate I spent six months wooing."His heat made me laugh."Mate only. The Luna question can wait.""Deal." He held me tighter. "Today we're just celebrating that you finally want me."Two years later, I became Luna of Silver Ridge Pack.I first joined pack governance as head of the recovery program.Through border resettlement, medical reform, and the member protection initiative, I earned the recognition of Silver
During the first awakening session, the pain almost made me dig my nails into my palms.Dr. Monroe guided me as I searched for my shift core.But my mind held nothing except scrambled static, splintering bones, and the memory of wolfsbane burning into my blood eight years ago."Hold on a little longer."My body began to shake out of control.Elias stood outside the observation window.The moment he saw my body start to convulse, he shoved open the training room door and hit the emergency stop.The machine's hum cut out.He crouched in front of me and took my sweat-soaked hand in his."If it hurts, cry out. If you can't take it, stop."Elena, here with me, you don't have to prove your strength by letting yourself get hurt."Tears spilled before I could stop them.Not from the pain.Because there really was someone in this world who knew that pain was allowed to stop.No need to be sensible.No need to endure.No need to grind myself into a silent wasteland just so someone else could be












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