I love him since I saw him. Hindi ako naniniwala sa love at first sight pero ng makita ko siya binali niya ang paniniwala ko. Alam ko sa sarili ko mahal ko siya, kaya ganun nalang ang tuwa ko ng inapproach niya ako pero nawasak ang puso ko "Hindi ba best friend mo si Ms. Clarfson baka pwede mo naman ako sa kanya ipakilala sa kanya". My smile faded, my heart broke into pieces. Mahal ko siya at hanggad ko ang kaligayahan niya. Kung sa best friend ko siya sasaya bakit ko namana aalisin ang kaligayahan niya. Decades passed by, for almost decade ko na sya minamahal ng pa lihim. Could you imagine for almost decades na din ako nasasaktan ng palihim. But everything ruin, when my best friend married someone else and left my man broken. I don't know what happen but I found myself sharing a bed with the man I loved. I got pregnant with his child. Being pregnant with his child gives me hope, hope that he's going to love me how I love him but the hope has vanished. My love for him turns to anger and hatred. Is my love for him gonna die or consisting loving him even it's killing me?
ดูเพิ่มเติมI was sitting at the dark corners of this bar which was a good spot so no one could notice that I was there. I once shot a glass of my drink. I sighed when I turn my gaze again to the man with so many battles of expensive and hard alcohol on his own table.
I almost clap my two hands by watching him drinking all his orders of alcohol like he was just drinking a glass of water. I smiled bitterly, knowing all the reasons why he drowning himself in alcohol. I also pity him.
'If I were her, you wouldn't be like this Yuri'I drink again my margarita when my glass becomes empty I stood up and slowly walk towards him. I know he is wasted so I stop him by drinking his drinks again. His eyes try to widen to see who the person stops him."That's enough Yuri. I'll send you home" I gently said then I removed from his hand the bottle of wine that he was supposed to drink him again.He didn't speak as long as he sat down and leaned back in his chair so I sat down too. I just stared at him as he stared into the distance. We stayed in that order for almost half an hour but I was able to sit up when he started to break the silence between the two of us even though it was really very noisy around us."I never thought this would happen tonight" He was smiling but even though he was smiling, the sadness and pain in his eyes.I didn't speak, I waited for the next words he would release but I bit my lower lip when Yuri put down the small red box that even If I didn't ask what was in the box I already knew what was inside.
My heart pounded in excruciating pain. I had been stabbed repeatedly in my heart."Tonight I must propose to her. So I tried so hard to get home to the Philippines even though it was not yet time for me to return to the Philippines. I left New York for this special night, for her." His voice cracked and his eyes were just focused on the box on the table."I didn't know that I would be the one to be surprised." He bitterly said while he look away.I want to be angry with my best friend now because of what she did to the person I love but there is a part of my heart that is happy and grateful because my best friend married another man and not the man I love so much."That's enough" For the second time I stopped him from drinking alcohol."Let me just tonight I want to forget the pain even just now" He looked at me pleadingly.I couldn't stop myself from hugging him anymore. I can't bear to see him hurt, being in this situation. It hurts for me to see him hurt because I love him. If only I were the one you loved Yuri.Doesn't anyone feel this way for the person they love?"That's enough please, I'm begging you that's enough," I whispered to him with pleading.I let go of my embrace with him.I looked up at him and he met my gaze full of pain in his eye. We feel the same way now. It hurts me to see him hurt when he has a different reason, someone else's reason because he doesn't love me.
I cupped his paired cheeks."Just love me, Yuri, love me, Yuri," I begged.After I spoke without hesitation I kissed him. Thanks to the spirit of wine so I had the courage to kiss the man I love so much. A few seconds before I felt his response to my kiss. A dream comes true because Yuri kissed me for real. I quickly put my hand on his neck to deepen our kiss. I was not mistaken because the exchange of our kiss became deeper and more passionate. I closed my eyes and when I woke up we were naked—two in the bedroom and both paddling in the zest of the sky.I can't help but cry after everything that happened to Yuri and me. I comb the strand of her hair with my fingers while she is sound asleep. This is my dream, he deflowers me but I don't think that in exchange for fulfilling my dream, millions of knives will be stabbed in my heart."Why Yuri?" I can't help but question him.Funny, cause he was in deep sleep.
"Why Fimescar and not me? Why not me? I've loved you so much for over 11 years. Don't you know my love for you was undying Yuri" I cried whispering in his ear.His arms tightened around my waist."I love you scar"My eyes felt like a broken faucet because of the incessant flow of my tears. It hurts so much that I'm with him but he's still not looking for me. I rubbed my eyes before bending down to kiss his forehead."I love you Yuri" I whispered to him while sobbingTO BE CONTINUED.....
Wyne and I become so much busy. Marami akong trinabaho at mga event na pinuntahan. Pumutok na kase sa business world ang pagdating ko kaya sobrang daming events na ina-attenand ko along with Wyne of course.Thankful talaga ako ng sobra sa kanya dahil after that scene, hindi niya ako iniwan."Mommmy!" I heard my daughter loud voice calling me cheerfully.I smile brightly at her."Yes my baby, don't make a fuss here." I accept her hug with open arms.Nandito kase kami ngayon sa company na ipimana ng Family ko. The Szayato's corporation, the biggest company all over the worlds.
Hours passed, na tagpuan ko ang aking sarili nakatitig sa family picture namin ni Wyne at Yuni. Dito sa kanyang opisina. Ang saya-saya naman tatlo, wyne eyes is looking me while his holding Yuni. Ako naman masaya nakatingin kay Yuni while hugging her tights in my arms, like i was afraid to lose her.This is the family I wanted. The family that I'm afraid to let go. To loss, minsan na akong nawalan ng pinangarap kong pamilya. Hahayaan ko na naman bang mawala ito?Napabagsak ako sa sahig sa labis ng panghihina."Pechiee"na rinig kong takot at kabadong sigaw ni Wyne.Matamlay ako bumaling sa kanya."My husband...
Yuri has a teary eye at me. But what should I do? Should I react then? Ang sakit. Sobrang sakit at ang sikip ng dibdib ko ngayon sobra. I almost not catch my breathe every time na sinusubukan pigilan ang luha ko.I don't want to be weak again, not in front of him again."I know is this too late, but still I want to apologise. For all the pain.."he takes a deep breath.I covered my mouth not to let out any sobs. But how long I can hold my tears?"For what I did, especially for our chi..""SHUT THE FUCKING UP!" Ihysterically stop him.
"Ano gusto mo inumin coffee ? Ice tea or Tea?" full attention na tanong ni Yuri. He's trying to get on me. I gaze at him."Hindi ako pumunta dito para dyan. Let's talk so I can leave." I coldly said to him.I was just being frank, but I guess I was not wrong here. "Pechie, wag ka naman magmadali."mababang saad niya. Naiinis ako sa pinapakita niyang reaksyon sakin. Bakit parang siya ang biktima at ako ang masama dito? "Yuri hindi kita maintindihan, bakit ka nagkakaganito?" I laid my first question, what I really curious one. Yuri face turn in very sad look. Pero sa totoo lang kung sa ibang tao mukha siyang kaawa pero sakin he looks awful and it disgust me. It may sound rude but it's true."I missed you," tumigil ang mundo ko sakin na rinig. 'I missed you,' It's echoing. And laughed loudly but without humor and sharpen my gaze at him."You think may pakialam ako? Sa tingin mo ba pumunta ako dito para pakinggang ang mga yan?Be reasonable Yuri."malamig kong saad sa kanya. Hindi
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Na balot ng katahimikan ang lahat ng malakas na hinampas ni Wyne ang mesa. Maski ang bata na nasa kanyang bisig na pahingkatakutan. "Ayla, paki-akyat si Yuni sa kanyang silid. "Tarantang utos ko. "Baby, this is adult talk. Okay lang ba mauna kana muna sa room Daddy and I will follow you later okay?"pag-amo ko rito. "Yes mommy."mahinang naging tugon niya. Sumama siya agad kay Ayla. Nang makasiguro na akong wala na talaga si Yuni, saka ako humarap sa kanilang lahat pero ang focus ko si Wroen. Pero inuna ko asikasuhin ang asawa ko, one of the servant brougth the medicine kit. "Wroen, I really don't know what I've done to you. Just to owe me of that kind of treatment."malamig kong sambit habang nilalagyan ko bandage kamay ni Wyne. Wala ako na rinig na kahit anong salita mula sa kanila, even scars. Nag-angat ako ng tin
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