LOGINSi Celina R. Davantes ang susunod na tagapamahala ng kanilang kompanya. Masaya siya sa buhay niya ngunit magtatapos pala lahat ng masasayang araw niya, hiniwalayan siya ng kanyang ex na si Renz Fillamore sa hindi maayos na dahilan. Ilang araw siyang nagmukmok sa kan'yang kwarto at hindi nagsalita sa kung sinumang tao. Isang araw, dinala siya ng kan'yang mga paa sa tabing dagat. Tanghali na no'n ngunit paikot-ikot lang siya hanggang sa maisipan niyang maglakwatsa. Doon niya nakilala si Darwin, isang weirdong estranghero. Sinabi nitong matutulungan siya nito sa mga problema niya. Ilang araw matapos nilang magkita ay may naisip na ideya si Celina. Ang planong akitin si Renz para muli itong bumalik sa piling niya. At muling nagkita ang dalawa, at bumuo ng alyansa. Isang kontrata ang nagawa. Ngunit habang umuusad ang plano ay madaming bagay ang napagtanto ni Celina. Makukuha kaya ni Celina ang huling halakhak o uuwing luhaan?
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I dreamed about the moon. It was dark all around except the sliver of light ahead - a few stars out highlighting the empty space. A breeze wafted through that smelled of pine and something more, something that piqued my interest and made me turn. A shadow was there, far down the mountain I stood on. Wolves stood around the figure. I should’ve been afraid. But I wasn’t. I felt safe. I started to walk toward the figure.
And my alarm went off.
I woke up abruptly to the morning of my first day of high school. Again. After suffering through two years at the worst, most stereotypical high school in all of the known universe, I had had enough. Every day I suffered through the most boring classes, with the least impersonal teachers in the world, walked through hallways suffocated in teenage sexual tension and “bro” attitude. Every day I breezed past fights in the making, and the plastic bitches primping and priming in the bathroom, pushing their bras up and their shirt collars down. Every day I came home, started homework immediately, and didn’t finish until 3am. I had had enough. Hearing from my middle school friend, Ally, how great her high school was - it finally got to me. I didn’t have to do high school like every teenage girl in a Lifetime movie. Today I was starting school at Ally’s high school, Pacific High.
“Ready mija?” My mom asked, one hand digging through her purse.
“Yup.” I responded, looking for a quick snack to grab before she thought to ask me what my plans were for lunch.
My mom finished rifling through her purse right as I turned to her, left cheek full of delicious sweet bread, my ‘breakfast’. She made eye contact with me, smiled at the bread rolls she saw in my hand and nodded, the signal to get going. We drove 35 minutes to Belmar. I was finally going to have a do-over. Nothing could ruin today.
Arriving at Pacific High School over an hour into the school day felt strange. While I had been to the parking lot of this school before, the bus that took us from small town Melbourne (no, not the city in Australia) to the two high schools in Belmar always stopped here first before continuing to Piso High. I was overcome with how great it was going to be to be the new girl.
While most books, stories, movies, and television shows have characters that hate being the new kid, I always found it refreshing. Being new, being known, getting to start over. Having changed schools once in the middle of elementary school, and then moving to a different town for middle school, it felt great to be able to start anew at a different high school. I could do this one right. The last two years and a month hardly mattered. No mind how the students of Piso High despised the students of Pacific.
We got out of the car, and walked toward what we assumed the entrance to be. The school was built on the side of a hill. A benefit of living on the California coast. There was a heavy fog slowly rolling down the school, toward the not-too-distant pier barely in view. Once through what we thought was the entrance, we saw classrooms with blue doors and windows lining the sides of this strange indoor-outdoor hallway. The school had an open plan, there were trees in this “hallway” and most of the air above my head was uncovered. The occasional overhang broke the hallway down into large sections.
I had a hard time keeping up with my mom. Even with her short legs, she could walk three times my speed. After locating the office and opening the door, we saw a dark-haired woman behind the counter, and flagged her down.
Seated on the dark blue bench, my mom suddenly turned to me. “Atonces, mija. How do you like it so far?”
I looked around, at the actual tree growing in the outdoor hallway behind me, and took in all the bright white, contrasted with dark blue.
“I definitely like the colors...” I noted aloud.
Before my mom had the chance to comment on my miniscule assessment of the high school she so painstakingly pulled strings for me to get into, a petite, pale woman with large dark glasses came flouncing down the corner. I was way too distracted hoping that I was in at least one of Ally’s classes to notice how close she suddenly was. Damn, what was it with tiny women being so darn fast?
“Hello, I’m the Vice Principal, Ms. Arnhem,” she said, eyes focused on me.
I couldn’t help but smile. Her bubbly personality radiated from her eyes. She shook both our hands fervently, with a Cheshire cat grin, and asked us to follow her to her office. We took seats next to each other, while Ms. Arnhem sat opposite of us. We listened intently as she told us the school's history and explained how my day was going to go today, versus other days.
After a few questions from my mom, and after Ms. Arnhem presented me with my very own Pacific High School Planner, Ms. Arnhem bade us farewell. My mom waved good-bye and started down the hall before turning on her heel and reaching to squeeze me in a tiny bear hug. She touched my cheek, wishing me luck, and I turned toward the counselor's office. I knocked on the window-door and Mr. Chiu opened up right away.
“Ah, you’ve got to be Rachel,” he said while ushering me past his door and toward the one-seater couch-chair beside his desk.
I caught the striking green eyes of some guy walking into the office as Mr. Chiu ushered my into his office space.
The guy out there had been crazy good looking, it had knocked the breath out of me.
“Yup, that’s me. Transfer from P.H.,” I managed to say.
Mr. Chiu shut his office door and sat back at his desk, looking at his computer screen. It seems he was in the middle of an email when I knocked on the door. He asked me just to wait a moment while he finished his message.
After clicking ‘send’, he swiveled towards me and turned into a serious businessman. He efficiently asked me questions about the transcript he had in front of him, sent from P.H. It seems he was assembling my schedule. Mr. Chiu explained, as Ms. Arnhem had before him, that the school had a block schedule, and further elaborated by explaining that part of the Pacific High experience was what they called “houses.” Freshmen, Sophomores, and Juniors stayed in groups that rotated into Humanities (English and Social Studies) and Science. These groups stayed together until Senior year, and they kept the same teacher for three grades. It sounded great to me, as long as I was in Ally’s house!
Mr. Chiu spent a few moments clicking through some things and then told me that it looked like I would get an ‘odd ball schedule’ as there were only so many spots left in the different classes I needed to take. Before he could finalize things a bell rang and he looked up at the clock on the wall above his desk.
“Sh - I don’t have time to -” He paused and thought for a moment turning to the clock above the desk, and back at me, “Would you mind accompanying me to my Homeroom class? I have to get there in two minutes and I can’t leave a student here unattended.”
No problem with me. “Sure,” I responded, standing up while slinging my tote over my right shoulder, “After you.”
Celina's Point of ViewBiglang napaatras ang lalaking nakahawak sa akin kaya tinanggal ko ang aking braso sa kamay niya at sinampal siya nang malakas. "How dare you!" Ramdam ko ang pagpintig ng kamay at panghihina ng mga tuhod ko. Hindi ito nakapalag nang marahas siyang hinawakan ni Renz hanggang sa dumating ang ilang staff para awatin sila."I'll be back," seryosong pagkakasabi ni Renz na ikinataas ng balahibo ko. Ang nagawa ko lang ay ang tumango at tingnan sila paalis."Miss, this way po." Napatingin ako sa babaeng staff na nakasuot ng dilaw na polo at maong pants. Nag-aalala niya akong tiningnan kaya slight akong ngumiti. Pinulot ko ang can ng beer na nabitawan ko kanina at sinundan siya papunta sa isang booth kung saan matatanaw ko rin si Renz na masinsinang kinakausap ang mga staff sa maliit na building. Napatitig na lang ako sa direksiyon niya at napabuntong hininga. "Okay ka lang po ba?" saad niya habang nag-aalala akong inalalayan. Hindi ako kumibo at tumitig lang kay Renz
Celina's Point of View "The meeting is adjourned." Isa-isang nagsitayuan ang mga board members, ang iba ay tahimik na lumabas habang ang iba naman ay hindi pa rin tapos makipagtalo sa mga gusto nilang sabihin. Nabalot ng katahimikan ang buong silid nang kami na lang ni Papa ang natira. Nakatayo siya sa tabi ng salamin habang nakatitig sa kabilang parte ng building. "Ibinigay ko sa'yo lahat ng responsibilidad. Siguro nga, masyado pang maaga para ipagkatiwala sa kamay mo ang kompanya." Nanigas ako sa aking kinatatayuan, hindi ko magawang makapagsalita upang ipaglaban ang sarili ko dahil alam ko na totoo naman ang sinabi niya. "Kapag nagpatuloy pa ang mga nangyayari, baka tuluyan nang mawala ang lahat." Wala akong magawa kun'di isara ang aking kamao dahil sa inis na nararamdaman ko. Maybe, it's still not enough. Maybe, I wasn't enough. Gusto kong umiyak at sabihing ginagawa ko naman lahat ng makakaya ko, pero ano nga bang laban ko? Nakasalalay sa aking mga kamay ang future ng kompan
Darwin's Point of View "Opps! 'Yan, okay na po sir," nakangiting saad ng babaeng naghanda ng mga pagkain na pinabili sa akin ni Celina. Punong-puno siya ng energy kahit mukhang abalang-abala sila sa pagluluto dahil may kalakihan din ang cafeteria ng building na 'to. "Thank you Miss...Miss Rea," masaya kong tugon sa kan'ya habang nakatitig sa kan'yang suot na name tag. Mag-iisang buwan na ako rito ngunit hindi ko pa rin masyadong kilala ang bawat staff sa dami nilang nagkalat sa bawat palapag. Ngayon lang rin ulit ako bumili dito dahil madalas kaming lumabas ni Celina. "You're welcome, sir." Ngumiti siya ngunit sa biglang pag-angat ko ng pagkain ay napalitan ng pag-aalinlangan ang tingin niya. "Sure po ba kayong hindi niyo kailangan ng tulong? May ilang staff po na maaari kong tawagin para tulungan kayo," dagdag niya. "Hindi na. 'Wag niyo na akong alalahanin. Sisiguraduhin kong makakarating ito sa office ng hindi natataktak," pabiro kong tugon na ikinatawa niya rin. "Salamat ulit,
Celina's Point of View Hindi ko magawang maka-pokus sa trabaho dahil sa mga sinabi ni Darwin. Patuloy kasi nitong binabagabag ang aking isipan. Madami akong tanong na hindi pa nabibigyan ng kasagutan at isa na do'n ay ang kung bakit alam niya na kapatid ko si Ayana. Isang misteryo pa rin sa akin ang katauhan niya, ni wala akong alam tungkol sa pamilya o mga magulang niya o kung sino ang mga kaibigan niya. Pero bakit ang dami niyang alam tungkol sa akin? Is he really just a stranger? Inalok niya ako ng tulong na siyang tinanggap ko, pero hanggang do'n lang ba talaga ang pakay niya? Napatingin ako sa dako kung nasaan si Darwin, abala siya sa pag-aasikaso ng ibang papeles na ang kailangan nalang ay pirma ko. Iba't-ibang tanong ang nabuo sa aking isipan habang pinagmamasdan ko siya pero hindi ko makita ang sarili kong itinatanong ang mga bagay na 'yon sa kan'ya. Mahina kong kinurot ang aking braso upang matigil na ang aking pago-





