Our kisses were aggressive. I can feel how much he was fighting himself. He wanted to lead and outsmart the call of his body. Pero alam kung hindi niya iyon kaya, I know it very well. I know men.
Padarag na bumaba ang mga halik niya, mula sa labi napunta iyon sa aking leeg. I arched my back and craned my neck to give him the full access.
Kung kanina ay naka bend siya para mahalikan ako, ngayon naman ay lumuhod na. Inabot ko ang ibaba ng t-shirt niya para mahubaran siya. I can feel his massive and hard flat stomach. Inangat ko ang t-shirt niya at agad niya naman iyong hinubad.
My hand traced his muscles. His hand slowly entered my top. I can feel his fingers drawing circles on my stomach. That made me groan. I heard him chuckle.
His hand went up to my breasts from my stomach, then he started molding those. Naiinis ako dahil hindi niya hinubad ang top ko!
“Remove it…” he whispered.
I obliged. Hinubad ko agad ang top ko. Now, I am only left with my brassiere. I looked at him, I saw him graze his lips with his tongue. Kinabahan ako bigla.
"It's poking," he chuckled.
Hindi ko alam pero uminit ang pisngi ko. Was I embarrassed or was I thrilled? Hindi ko alam!
Hinalikan niya ulit ako at siya na mismo nagtanggal ng brassiere ko. Marahas niyang nilamas ang aking mga bundok. Hindi ako maka ungol dahil nasa labi niya ang konsentrasyon ko.
Nakaluhod siya sa harapan ko kaya madali sa akin ang abutin ang belt ng pantalon niya. Inabot ko iyon pero hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. Pinanlisikan ko siya ng mata.
"Not so fast," he chuckled.
Ano ba? Tatawa tawa na lang ba siya?
Tinulak niya ako para masandal, bahagya naman siyang tumayo. I looked up at him, looking exciting for what he is about to do.
Napapikit ako ng marahas niyang hinimas ang dalawang bundok ko. Bumaba siya at hinalikan ako. He kissed me, my lips, my neck, down to the valley of my mound, to my flat stomach.
I felt the hot gush of liquid building in between my thighs. Kanina pa ito, pero nang naramdaman ko ang halik niya sa tiyan ko, mas lalo lang itong nadepina.
I panted.
Unti-unti niyang binuksan ang maong shorts na sout ko. Nakikiliti ako sa hindi ko malamang dahilan! Mabilis niyang natanggal ang short ko na pati ako nagulat dahil nabira niya rin ako! Kasali na rin ang panty ko!
My legs are now lousily down on the floor. I felt so exposed! Lalo na ng ibinuka niya ang dalawang paa ko!
I moaned. So. Loud.
He kissed my stomach again, down to my pearl....
I am perfectly shaven! Kaya hindi ko alam kung bakit ako kinakabahan!
He stopped kissing it. He stared. Napakagat ako sa labi ko, halos dumugo na iyon!
"Titingin ka nalang ba?" Mataray kong sinabi, kahit na hiyang hiya na ako sa posisyon ko!
I never knew I could be this flexible my whole life. My legs are wide spread.
Of course, I had tried different positions, but I didn't know why this feels more foreign. Maybe because Psalm had that magic with him. He could make different positions foreign to anyone. He does wonders.
Psalm was in between my spread legs! Para siyang bata na nakatanaw sa isang masarap na pagkain sa harap niya! I felt so damn exposed!
Ginusto mo ‘yan, e!
He slowly bent down and gave my pearl some kisses. Napaungol na naman ako. Hinawakan ko ang buhok niya nang dila na niya ang naramdaman ko. Tumitirik na rin ang mata ko.
Pleasure from sex and fucking is filtered, unless if it is done with feelings. In our case, we do this by agreement. And I don't plan to do this again, unless we do agree on doing this, again.
From slow lick, to medium, then it became fast... And faster, so as my moaning. Shit! Dila palang 'yan!
Ito talaga ang tinatawag nilang monster in bed, e!
I cummed. Just. After. 2. Minutes.
Oo! Ganoon ako ka-uhaw! Nakakahiya iyon!
Two freaking years of dry season, then I cumming after two minutes is insane! This must be his super talent!
He licked me dry, and damn I was so grateful!
Tumayo siya at binuhat ako, bridal style. Sinubsub ko ang mukha ko sa leeg niya. Naglakad siya papunta sa isang kwarto.
I know we're not done yet. I haven't felt him yet. That was a long foreplay.
Psalm put me down on a soft mattress. Guminhawa ako pero panandalian lang iyon dahil agad niya akong dinaganan.
Hinalikan niya ako. Mapupusok. Sinuklian ko iyon. Inaabot ko ang labi niya dahilan para matuko ko ang siko ko sa kama at bahagyang umaangat.
He gave me his lips. He let me claimed it. But I was stopped when I felt his fingers teasing my entrance.
My kisses became sloppy and weak. Ipasok mo na, ano ba!
"Kiss me," utos niya. I did.
Hinalikan ko siya.
"Ah! Fuck!"
Natigil ako para umungol dahil bigla niyang ipinasok ang tatlong daliri!
He inserted three fingers! I am damn shocked! Hindi ko inaasahan! Pakiramdam ko nawasak ako! Ang laki ng daliri niya! Ang hahaba pa!
At first, he was doing it slowly, but he became aggressive after hearing my begging. I begged to make it faster!
"Ah! Ah!”
I felt the slowly building up pressure on my stomach. Naramdaman ko ang paglabas. Umungol ako ng napakalakas.
“Psalm! Shit!"
My body convulsed on my release.
He went down. He kiss me there again! Dinilaan na niya naman! Hindi na naman ako matigil sa pag ungol!
"Ah! Psalm! Please! I..."
Dinig niya ang hinaing ko kaya nagmadali siyang bumaba at hinubad ang pantalon niya. I can see his glory poking from his jeans. It was a miracle he didn't put it in immediately! Kanina pa iyon nakatayo!
When he removed his boxers I saw his shaft standing proudly. I felt a little scared. Medyo malaki kasi...
I have seen different sizes but I knew he had the bigger one. Now I'm not sure If I can take it.
Gumapang siya para daganan ulit ako. His shaft was poking my stomach. Napapikit ako ng maramdaman ko iyon sa aking pagkababae.
He teased me with it. And I almost cried! I begged.
"Please... I want..."
I saw how he put a small foil sachet on his mouth and tore it by his teeth. It was a condom.
Hinalikan niya ang labi ko. It was a slow kiss. I enjoyed it... but he then entered me! Did it fucking fit me?! Nag alala ako kanina dahil akala ko hindi kasya! At hindi ko rin alam kung paano niya naisuot ang condom! He had fast reflexes!
He entered me without further ado, and I was damn feeling it. Akala ko napupunit ang pagkababae ko sa pagpasok niya!
My hands gripped the sheets.
Naramdaman ko ang pagtagaktak ng pawis ko sa noo. Nanghina ako pero dahil ipinasok niya ang kanya ay mas lalo lang madepina ang pagka uhaw ko.
He cupped my legs and hung them on his shoulders. I moaned when he did that, I felt his shaft twitch inside me.
“Does law school teach good sex?” I asked, still moaning.
“Law school teaches legal knowledge, analytical skills, and practical skills needed for legal practice, including legal research, writing, and advocacy, and criminal law. And not sex!” He roared.
“You thought of that while thrusting inside me?”
“I had to remember. I'm a diligent student.”
A soft blow of the afternoon wind blew my hair. Psalm was happily eating his ice cream, his smile wouldn't die down. But I… I am drowning with thoughts as my eyes play tricks on me. How the hell am I seeing a perfect family… eating ice cream and being happy?The little girl was in all smiles as she ate her ice cream, the cream was all over the sides of her mouth. Like how a little kid is supposed to eat, and… two parents looking exactly in-love with each other. Like no one could ever break their moment. They watched their little girl, full of smiles, love… and caring.A… tear suddenly fell from my eyes.I got a glimpse of Psalm looking at the direction I'm looking. Was that an imagination? Or did that happen exactly in front me?“Hey…what's wrong?” Psalm seemed worried now.Bakit ba sa lahat ng pagkakataon, ngayon ko pa kailangan makita ang eksenang ‘yon? Did the world just really want to play with me?Alam ko naman na masama ako, malandi pa nga para sa iba. Pero, kailangan bang pai
“Are you sure about that?” I know Alex is a legit source but now that we are talking about people we don't really know, it makes me buckle. Paano kung mali ang mga nasagap niya?“I mean, those are rumors. No confirmation about it. It might be a flop.” She sighed and leaned back on her chair. She looked relaxed, it makes me wanna stop her from getting these shits. I suddenly have a bad feeling.“Don't you trust me? I'll find proof about it. And, of course I won't disseminate the information to you if I haven't confirmed it yet.” She said, coolly.Kumunot pa lalo ang noo ko at mas lalo akong naging kuryoso. Maybe she dug… a little too hard. “So you confirmed it?” I asked.Nagkibit balikat siya. Her eyes were that of a hungry person. Hungry for what?“I am looking for loopholes.” She wiggled her brows.Loopholes? What does she mean?“Alex, I'm only asking for information about where his sibling could be. Stop digging deeper! Hindi na natin kailangan ‘yan!” I snapped.Namuo ang pawis
“How's work, Li?” Ate Tar asked when I laid myself on her bed.Right after I stormed out of the office, pumunta agad ako sa apartment ni Ate Tar. I wanted to freshen up my mind and I need her wisdom. Namiss ko na rin siya.“Work sucks. Akala ko prof ko lang sa college ang magbibigay sakin highblood, pati rin pala si Mr. Almario.” umirap ako.Ate Tar is living with her boyfriend, Jeremiah. Well, he treats my sister good and right, and this apartment was his, he shared it with Ate, so I think he's good. I'd give him a benefit of that. As long as my sister is happy and in good condition, I'm good. “Where's your boyfriend?” I asked, smugly.Napairap siya sa ‘kin. “He's working.” Nagkibit balikat ako. “What are you doing here?” She asked, sounding a little curious. Ayan na naman siya. Manghuhula na naman ‘yan. Nakakatakot pa naman ‘yan kung manghula, talagang nahuhulaan niya! Siguro, hidden talent niya talaga ‘yon.“I'm stressed.” I confessed.Lumapit siya sa akin at agad akong tina
“Graduating year must be hard, huh?” I asked as I settled myself on the counter, watching him cook.Tumango siya at marahan akong tiningnan.“It is. You always need to be your best. It's kinda hard, actually…” “Why did you take and enter law school if it's hard?” He stopped for a while whatever he was doing, as if he's thinking about how to respond. I waited, then.“Because, I want it. I… dreamed of it…” his eyes glistened with some familiar passion. He looked at me, I saw how his eyes shined. He was talking about something… and he's passionate about it— his dreams and ambitions.“I have always thought that the world is unfair to me. But when I got older, my eyes opened to the realization. The world is not unfair, the people of it are. And the only way I can help, to at least lessen the burden, is to be fair.” He smiled at me.He is right. The world is not an unfair one, but the people living in it are. It's a cruel world because the people of it are. The world is only a place, an
I feel like an intruder. Psalm was so lost in his book, reading, memorizing, and highlighting it. I don't even know if he realized that I'm here.I watched him do his thing. Gusto kong lumapit pero baka maistorbo ko siya. Gusto kong magsalita pero baka atakihin siya sa puso dahil sa gulat. Gusto kong gumawa ng ingay pero… pakiramdam ko hindi dapat.“Why are you here?” He suddenly said, making me lose my balance out of shock.What the hell?Malakas siguro talaga ang pang amoy ng isang ‘to! Akala ko hindi niya ako napansin dahil masyado siyang tutuk sa pag aaral niya. But, he did notice me. He knew I was here. He just acted like he doesn't.I cleared my throat.“I thought you didn't notice me…” I said, shyly.He dropped his pen, abruptly. Eyes looking straight at his book. His jaw flexed from my view. His whole side profile was clenched, as if he's trying to contain whatever anger he has inside him…He didn't look at me, his eyes stayed on the book. I suddenly felt… nervous and… bad.I
It was chaotic, stressful, and very… shitty.The moment I learned about Psalm waiting for me outside and in front of the building, it felt like the papers I am facing slapped me, real hard. “Fuck, are you kidding me?” I said as the elevator won't open. Patay na halos lahat ng ilaw at sa tingin ko, ako na lang talaga ang nandito. I suddenly felt cold. The realization hit me, I worked overtime so much that I stayed in the office until midnight. Wala na akong pakialam sa oras, and I fuck it up, real bad.Inikot ko ang tingin ko sa buong floor ng office. Nasa 15th floor ang office namin, and this is a 20 floored building! I looked at my phone and saw that there was no signal reason why the phone call stopped. “Shit!” Mura ko.I looked for the stairways. I need to go down immediately. Nakakahiyang isipin na naghihintay si Psalm sa akin kanina pa! And I am so dumb not to think about it when earlier he texted me that we'll see each other!Hindi ko naman kinalimutan! In fact, I made it m