Pumpkin Babe
While we're shopping for college supplies, my younger brother, Reuben Whitaker, picks up a limited-edition gaming bedding set and grins at Mom.
She doesn't even glance at the price before putting it in the cart.
When it's my turn, I barely pick up a charcoal-gray bedding set when my older sister, Cheryl Whitaker, frowns.
"Garrett, why do you always choose such gloomy colors? You need to be more upbeat like Reuben," she scolds.
My childhood friend, Phoebe Thorpe, smiles as well.
"No one at the dorm knows you anyway, so buying something new will be a waste," she says.
Reuben glances at the sheets in my hands and quietly suggests, "Garrett, why don't you use my old set? You never cared about things like that anyway."
Mom immediately nods in agreement. "Garrett, you don't need new sheets. Besides, putting two sons through college isn't easy."
My grip slowly tightens around the set.
I remember Reuben's old bedding. The corners are covered in pills, and the fabric is stained with soda he spills during his late-night gaming sessions.
It has always been this way.
I get the designer sneakers he no longer wants, the backpacks he's grown tired of, and the bedroom he doesn't like.
If I don't complain or fight him for anything, my turn will eventually come.
At least that's what I think.
But even after 18 years, their only response is, "You never cared about things like that anyway."
At the register, I watch Mom pay for Reuben's things one by one before casually tossing my charcoal-gray sheets back onto the shelf.
It's then that my lips curl into a smile.
As it turns out, no one has ever bothered to remember what I like.
I pick up the charcoal-gray sheets again.
This time, I won't put them back.