A Mother's Love นิยาย & เรื่องราว

" sagot ko din naman dito na ang tinutukoy ko ay ang tungkol sa anak nito. Ewan ko ba, habang nakikita kong umiiyak si Manang Maureen sa harapan ko, feeling ko nadudurog din ang puso ko sa awa dito. Kay hirap pala ng pinagdaanan nito sa nakalipas na mga taon. Imagine, nakulong ito sa napakahabang panahon tapos kailangan din nitong ipa-ampon ang anak para sa magandang kinabukasan ng bata. ' A mother's love for her child cannot be measured.' At iyun ang nakikita ko ngayun kay Manang Maureen habang lumuluha ito sa harapan ko ngayun.

Nilingon pa ni Aaden ang dada niya na tila ba hindi ito kuntento sa naging sagot ng ama sa tanong niya. "I know you will not understand this much right now but love for me has no definition. I can't give you a reason young man, I can't define it for you. I love your Momma Addy because I love her, for no particular reason. I just feel it. It's a roller coaster type of emotions. With your mom I feel that I am in my highest and sometimes at my lowest but still my love for her is there. I can't really explain son, all I know is that I can't love another woman other than Momma."

her mother said without any bitterness but pure love and care. Why? Why his mother have to be like this, smile like she never been hurt and be kind even to the woman who came unto their picture and ruined it... Why he's mother have to feel this, she don't deserve to be hurt, she don't deserve this kind of life. His mother wipe his tears and again she smile. "I love you mom" he said and wipe his tears. "I know... And always remember this... I love you... And I will forever, through infinity and beyond" she said while mimicking his favorite character in toy story.

"But it's only fifteen days! Maybe, my classmates were right. Mommy doesn't loves me!" Tangging paghaplos lang sa likuran niya ang nagawa ko nang humagulgol siya. "I love you, baby and mommy loves you too. Yes, she may not be here with us everyday, but that doesn't mean she doesn't love you. Someday, when you grow older, I know, there will be times that you'll be with your friends longer than us. But I wouldn't think that you forgot and didn't love us. Why, baby? 'Cause I know, there are lessons and emotions that you can only learn by them. And, at the end of the day, when you came back, I'm sure, that's because you remember and love me."

That in span of those long years they lost their mom while I gained one. Parang kasalanan ko pa na sobrang unlovable nila kaya sila iniwan ni Mommy, a? Maybe, they were bad daughters kaya nangyari iyon. Maybe, hindi enough na mahal sila ni Mommy para mag-stay pa si Mommy sa kanila. All I know is that I gained what they have had lost. I gained another mother. A loving, caring and doting one. I am one lucky bitch. Malas na lang nila at hindi nila deserve na mahalin at pakaalagaan ni Mommy.

Lihim s'yang napangiti dahil kahit nasa ganitong sitwasyon na sila ngunit hindi makitaan ang ina na pinanghihinaan ito ng loob. Matapang pa rin ito at napaka positive sa buhay. Ugali ng isang tunay na reyna na hindi natatakot at walang inuuorangan na laban. Sila ng kan'yang daddy ang kahinaan ng kan'yang mommy. Natatakot lang ito kapag nakikita sila na napapahamak. "I love you m-mom," halos pabulong na sabi n'ya rito ngunit napangiwi s'ya ng hampasin s'ya nito sa balikat.

Kahit magiging kapalit ng gagawin kong ito ay ang pagkawala ng sarili kong kasiyahan basta madugtungan lang ulit ang buhay ng anak ko. A mother's love has no limit... lahat gagawin niya para lang sa anak niya... Kahit ano pa yun o kahit ano pa ang magiging kapalit ng gagawin niyang yun, gagawin at gagawin pa rin ng isang ina para sa kanyang anak. Napatingin naman ako kay ate Valerie na naghihintay sa magiging sagot ko. "Deal.", I told her then I saw a grin in her lips

tanong naman ni mama sa kaniya. "Kasi po, ang sabi ni mama, papa ko pa rin po 'yon, pero kahit po na sabihin man 'yon ni mama o hindi, love ko pa rin po si papa. Sila pong dalawa ni mama. Love ko po pati ikaw at si tito Matthew," paliwanag ng anak ko. Sa tuwa ay niyakap siya ni mama at k-in-iss sa cheeks. "Very good ang baby boy namin! Tama po 'yan kasi kapag love ang family, love ka rin ni?" tanong ni mama rito.

Ang mga halaman at mga bulaklak ay kailangang nadidiligan at laging binabantayan dahil paboritong tambayan ng aking ina ito no’ng nabubuhay pa. Those were nostalgic memories that I wanted to be with, especially that I yearn for a mother’s love and affection. I really get curious on how to be loved by a mother. My classmates before were always being taken care of and even scolded by their mother. I wanted to feel that too, but the reality was, it wouldn’t happen.

Tumitig sa kanya ang inosente nitong mga mata. Kung may namana man ito sa ama, iyon ang kulay asul nitong mga mata. “I love you.” Nabigla siya sa sinabi nito. Hinaplos ng mainit na sensasyon ang puso niya at naging emosyonal na naman siya. “I love you, anak. Mahal na mahal ka rin ni Mama,” sabi niya at hinalikan ito sa pisngi. “Mama will do everything for you.”