Bad Thinking Diary Chapter 1 Novels & Stories

He sounds far away now too. I tried to look across to where I had last seen him. Was he still there? But my vision does not seem to be doing what I want it to. It is distorted. Blurred. Then it suddenly goes black as I feel myself falling… ---------- Dear Diary… Finally, I got away and back to the Beta suite to prepare for our move tomorrow, but my body does not seem to be doing what I want it to. I have so much to do, yet I don’t feel right and I don’t understand why. I feel unwell. Too warm. Dizzy. My brain is unfocused. Like it isn't connected right. This can’t be right. What is happening to me? Has someone done something to me? Am I dying?

Because she deserved to be stung. Not just an idiot. Not just stupid. But bad. I am bad. I am bad, and broken, and horrible, and I hate him and I hate myself and I want to die. It was a very, very dark plane ride.

Chapter 7 I like to think of myself as a very rational woman. Fuck! Who am I kidding? I'm the kind of person therapists makes millions from. In less than twenty-four hours, I had made a string of bad decisions that were more than enough to qualify me for my own reality show. And now, I was standing right in the middle, the consequences staring at me in the form of two really hot men. At least I've got good taste in men. Jesus, Daisy. Focus!

I felt Dione retreat as I made this decision as she stated clearly that she wasn't going to be responsible for my actions if Kieran finds me. With trembling hands, I slowly pulled away the elastic band that kept the boom sealed and opened the first page. At the very top, there was a date and a month: 27th April The pack is starting to get worried about my mental state. I can already hear rumors going round that I'm slowly loosing it. I want to prove them wrong, but I can't. Not until I find it. When I find the.... Before I could even read another word, one of the loudest and most vicious roars rented the air, shaking the entire house and even dropping things that were on the counters.

I had zero love for her, but I knew that I had to come up with a plan to get her out of that club successfully. ------------------------------------- ALICIA I felt very weak and was in pain when I woke up. I tried to open my eyes but couldn’t. The flashbacks of the previous night made me sick to my stomach. I was hurt and scared of what was about to happen to me. I knew that I had zero chances of getting out of the club, there was no way Smash would allow me to escape again and I had a feeling that he would try by all means to get rid of me—he would kill me or sell me to his clients.

Chapter 1 Under the dark of the night , the woman struggled to sleep . Her legs were hanging on the wall and her head on the floor. Pain shot through all of her body , she felt limp laying down there . So many thoughts went through her head as she thought of all the stupid things that she had done . Never in her entire life did she think that she was going to be betrayed this way . The tears never stopped following out . This day brought a lot of memories that she didn’t want to think about and she hoped that she forgot , but she had no choice but to keep record of this day as It was the worst day of her life, but yet she couldn’t let this day go .

*** The hand wrote on the book with enthusiasm. The black pen against the book was something the writer had gotten accustomed to in a short period of time. He wrote down, Dear diary, For the first time, I'm convinced that I am doing the wrong thing but I can't seem to stop myself. Every passing day I have my patience deteriorating and.... He hesitated before sighing and tearing the page off. Closing the book, he threw it on the table and laid on the couch jadedly.

My legs gave out from underneath me, I tried to brace myself for impact against the ground, but instead my weak body was pulled into strong arms. I blinked, trying to clear the blurriness in my eyes again, the dark spots started clouding my vision, but before it fully had a chance to pull me in, I was met with deep seafoam eyes that shone with so much intensity, “I have you.." *** This chapter wasn't the best, my apologies, next chapter will be better I promise. Shalini Zhara <3

-0- Diane was walking who is ready to run the day, hiding her face under her glasses, with her phone on her ear and a file in her hand looking busy, heading for a café, suddenly her footsteps must be stopped, she bumps into someone, her papers file scattered on the floor, ‘what day is it, is it not the day after all’ rolled her eyes her mind said, she wants to yell at the person, but that person helps her gather the falling file, her eyes light up for just a second as he give her the papers and look her in

Darius was slowly growing frustrated but he couldn't let it show at least not right now. - End Of Chapter 19: Good & Morning -