Novel & Cerita Butterflies Meaning In Love

"Love, I miss you twice yesterday, thrice today, and forever in the future." I feel better with just his words. I can feel now the butterflies in my tummy. I so love this guy. I touched his hair, and he moved a little then I noticed that he got this lotus flower in his hand. I laugh, "What makes him bring lotus?" I tried to grab it, but I woke him up, and he smiled at me while giving me the lotus flower. "Seriously? Lotus?" he nodded and smiled. "Lotus symbolizes overcoming obstacles. Fierce, I love you, and it's you. My heart feels content. My greatest obstacles now are how to make you mine body, mind, and soul. How about lending me your hand and being my partners in a lifetime?"

To feel comfortable and steady and grounded as we free fall into another person. But love, I've learned, is undefinable. Try as we might, we can't quite pinpoint exactly what it means to love someone, to know what that word means or how it feels or becomes tangible in our lives. When we think of 'love' we think of butterflies. We think of the first moments in meeting someone, the way our heart jumps out of our chests, or the weakness that happens in our knees. When we think of 'love' we think of kisses.

An opposite gender of me. Walang sparks. Kagaya nang sinasabi nang iilan na 'butterfly in my stomach' ay hindi ko mahalukay sa puso at diwa. Lucian tried his best to make me feel special. Ngunit wala e. Hindi ko magawa-gawa. Matunog rin ang aming loveteam sa masa. Hindi ko nga alam kung bakit pumatok ang chemistry naming dalawa, marahil ay magaling rin itong magdala ng babaeng makakapartner on screen.

Baka tuluyan nang matunaw ang yelong nakabalot sa puso ko. Maya maya sumilip naman ako sa siwang ng daliri ko, at kita ko ang pink carnation na ang meaning naman ay admiration. “Pink means I’m learning to admire you, not just love you.” “Oh, G… Bart…” Nagulo ko ang buhok ko. Napalingon pa ako sa table niya na para bang nahihiya akong makita niya. Para akong baliw nito. Kapag kasi nandito siya, never kong tinitingnan ang mga bulaklak na ‘to, lalo na ang basahin ang mga note. Nagkukunwari akong hindi ako apektado, hindi ako kinikilig.

Tanong ko sakanya habang umiiyak "May bago na ba?" Tanong ko muli sa kanya. Hindi siya sumagot agad, I think yes. Hindi na ako. Pero bakit siya pupunta here? Because of awa? Because of closure? "Closure na lang ba 'to?" Tanong ko sakanya. Pinunasan niya muli ang luha ko. "No Love, it's still you. Always you." Sabi niya at yinakap ako.

How will I run away from my marriage. Saktong pagbagsak ng isang butil ng luha ko ay ang muling pagtama ng mata namin. Ang malalim niyang mata. That eyes that always hold something. It's neither positive nor negative. It's something natural, one that can't be described. "Don't cry. I love you," he mouthed before he finally vanished from my sight.

"Very true. You won't find any reason to feel that because I and your cousin are just friends. At alam na alam mo naman kung sino ang mahal ko, 'di ba?" Mas lalo pang nanikip ang dibdib ni Blythe nang marinig niya si Venedict... Mahal? Love? That is a big and precious word! It could build someone's world and at the same time, it could collapse it in just a single blow. There's no real way in hell she won't break his heart.

"Goodbye, my butterfly, I'll let you fly away now with your family. Always remember that I love you d-mn much.." Gumuho ang mundo ko sa huli niyang mga pinagsasabi. Pinapakawalan niya na ako at 'di pinaglalaban para sa kasiyahan ko dahil akala niya kami talaga ni Roks at masaya ako sa piling nito. Iniwan niya ako sa kwartong 'to ng luhaan at manigat sa puso niya. Sana hahabulin ko siya at sasabihin ko ang lahat ng totoo ang kaso hindi ko magawa dahil hinang hina na ako. Ni hindi na ako makagalaw sa kama pagkatapos ng mga mangyari. Hirap na hirap ako kumilos at huminga kaya hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog na ako.

I offered my hands for her to climb on and she did. Natuwa ako nang makita silang magkasama. They said that if a butterfly showed to you, sila ang mahal mo sa buhay na yumao na. Is it true? If so, I am happy they're with me. Nagpalipas pa ako ng ilang sandali bago tumulak pauwi. Bumigat ang puso ko habang nagda-drive. It's like my soul is still there. Wala ka ng magagawa Mare. Patay na sila. Don't dwell too much in the past.

Sorry pero mas mahal ko si Macy kaya kalimutan mo na ako. Akmang aalis na siya nang harangan ko siya. Agad kong hinubad ang kwintas na binigay niya sa akin at ipinakita yun sa kaniya. "Oh talaga? Eh ano 'to? Tapos na yung pagmamahal mo sa akin? Tsk. Sana natatandaan mo kung anong ibig sabihin nito.. The two intertwined hearts represents never-ending love, cohesiveness and togetherness.