Everything I Wanted Billie Eilish Meaning Novels & Stories

"Of what?" I looked down to the floor, ashamed of the way I was behaving. Ashamed of the things I had said and done. But most of all, ashamed that I didn't dare to be what he wanted me to be. His feet came into view before he lifted my chin and forced me to look at him. "Of what, honey?" Trev repeated. "I don't want to be a whore or a slut. I don't want to be a bad girl," I whispered in a small voice.

So why was I feeling like this? The chorus of idontwannabeyouanymore erupted from my phone. I hadn't even realised the song was playing, I closed my eyes as Billie Eilish sang: If I love you was a promise, Would you break it if you're honest? Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before. I don't wanna be you anymore.

Elias’s fingers dug into his shirt as though holding on to the only thing keeping him steady. ‎ ‎“I don’t want power. I don’t care about ruling over anyone. All I want…” Elias’s breath caught and then broke against Jace’s throat, “…all I want is love. I want to be seen, Jace. I want to be accepted without someone whispering behind me that I am broken. But maybe I am... Maybe I was never meant to lead or to be wanted.” ‎

The medics left with mom not too long ago, I wasn’t able to go with her due to you know who, I told mum I would come to visit her as soon as possible and she would be in great hands. I had just finished packing my things, there wasn’t much to pack anyways, I didn’t have the luxury of having fancy clothes or things. I looked round the room and it looked empty like a living void, the only sign of life were the posters of Billie Eilish that are hung on the wall beside my bed. Gosh I love her soo much, there is just something about her songs that resonates with my being, like she’s the only one that gets me. I didn’t want my so called boss coming to my room so I stood up, carried my two

"You are gorgeous, you're smart and you're funny. If no one is going to love you for who you are, then it's their loss." "I'm useless Ice, don't you get it? I've been locked in all my life, doing what I was told. I want to be my person, I want to make my own decisions, I want to have fun, and I want to see life the way it is…I want to love, I want to live" "Now is the time…" "No. Because everything I touch always ended up being messy, everywhere I go, my past and mistakes always haunt me. I am wanted by bad people. Do you know how that makes me feel?"

He asked, trying to stay calm. “WHAT I WANT? I DIDN’T WANT ANY OF THIS! I’VE ALREADY LOST EVERYTHING I WAS!” “No! No Ellie you haven’t, but only if you choose not to. You still have the choice”. “What choice? In case you didn’t notice, I didn’t exactly ask for this!” “I know! And I know how hard this is all going to be. But I’m right here, I’ll be here every step of the way!” “No, I want them!”. I replied, shaking my head. “I want my old life back”.

"But I want to, don't you get it? I want to, I just have to, I've laboured too much for it to let it go, I don't want to let it go" "Obsession will destroy you, and if you know that you're walking down a path that will destroy you then don't ". "But I'll get what I want ". "Will you though? and even if you do, does it worth it? the end result? does it truly worth loosing it all?". She exhaled and ran her hands through her head. "I've laboured too much, I've become this monster that I am because I've wanted one thing all my life and yet I can't even have it".

happens, whatever we do, whatever we say, whatever we choose. — I want to meet my grandchildren, I say in a voice that trembles, that cracks, that breaks, a voice that comes from somewhere inside me I had never explored, a child's voice, a voice that is afraid, a voice that hurts, a voice that hopes, a voice that believes, a voice that loves, a voice that says "I want to meet my grandchildren, Élianor, I want to see them, touch them, feel them, love them, I want to take them in my arms, hold them against me, tell them that I am their grandmother, that I love them, that I will always love them, whatever happens, whatever they do, whatever they say, whatever they choose, I want to know them,

they all chanted before Niah raised both of her arms to blow out my candles on my cake. "Make a wish!" she exclaimed. I closed my eyes and smiled. I was thinking about something I'd like to get for myself, but I don't have any. All I want is for my sister to be healthy. I sighed and smiled before blowing the candle. "You two, I'll deal with you later," Aries said and glared at Keegan and Ynigo who raised a peace sign while smiling awkwardly. "Let it be," I said, wrapping my arms around his left arm.

At least, my wish for tonight came true. And I'm so sorry, Nathalia. I didn't mean to ruin your night. Just like you, I have a wish too. It is only by chance that we are both like the guy we want to dance with. 🎶I don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul🎶 🎶I know that you are something special To you, I'd be always faithful