Romans & histoires Failing In Love

"Maybe you will be against to his future, but if you choose to let him go, you'll break him." Tahimik lang akong nakikinig sa kanila habang umiinom. Love is freakingly seriously not my style. Falling in love is so easy, but falling out love? That's the worst. "Vi." Lahat kami ay napatingin sa pinanggalingan ng boses. Mabilis siyang lumapit kay Vivi na patuloy sa pag iyak. Ugh. I really hate dramas! Tumayo kaming lahat at iniwan ang dalawa. Pare-pareho kaming nagtungo sa bar counter at doon uminom.

And dami naman na babae sa mundo, pero hindi niya mawari na bakit lagi na lamang na iisa ang gusto ng dalawa. "Fuck it! Ang sakit pa rin, Stan. Ang sakit-sakit pa rin na pagkatapos aminin ni Janine sa akin ang mga dahilan niya, ito na naman ang kaalaman na si Wyatt na naman. Ano naman kaya ang dahilan ni Tamara ngayon para sa pinsan ko rin siya mahumaling?" Sa ikalawa na pagkakataon, masakit man sa kan’yang kalooban na tanggapin, ay iyon ang katotohanan. He is a failure and will always be a failure. Lahat ng babae na minamahal niya ng lubos ay nakukuha sa kan’ya ni Wyatt.

maluha-luhang sabi n'ya sa asawa. Niyakap s'ya nito at hinalikan sa noo saka sinapo ang kan'yang pisngi at matamang na nagsalubong ang kanilang mga mata. "You are right.. Everything that happened to us was a mistake but that was the mistake that I love the most. The mistake that I will treasured the most. You are the best mistake that happened to me my Felicity. I love you so much! Mahal na mahal kita my......

Hindi gusto ni Chloe ang ikinikilos ni Aiden, natatakot siyang marinig ang sasabihin nito at ramdam niya na ang pamumuo ng mga luha niya. “I’m really sorry Chloe that my mother dragging you in this situation. Chloe, you deserve more than this. I am not the man for you, nakipagkita ako sayo para malinaw sa atin ang lahat. I know, you love me and I’m sorry if I can’t love you more than a friends. You’re a good person Chloe and I appreciate you for staying at my side in my darkest days. I tried, I really tried to love you but I failed. Chloe, huwag kang mabuhay sa isang hindi masayang bagay, you can still find your happiness—“

namo-mroblema ko’ng sabi. Muli ako’ng umupo sa gilid ng kaniya’ng kama. Tila ba tumayo ang buhok ko na’ng dumampi sa aki’ng balat ang malamig niya’ng kamay. Nagtagal iyon roon, hanggang sa maramdaman ko ang unti-unti’ng paghigpit nito. “I-I failed.. I failed him..” Her voice broke after saying that.

Huminga siya ng malalim at binuhay ang makina ng sasakyan. "Sh*t. If I fell in love with her and fail, at least I finally learned how it feels to f*ck*ng fall in love." Kausap niya sa sarili. "But if this succeeds... then, it's better."

Umiwas ako sa tingin niya. She's right. The one who fall in love, are the one who lose, the one who fails, the one who get hurts and the one who's left miserable and broken. "I won't fall in love." Mabilis kong sabi sa kanya. I sounded like I am defending myself. Para bang defensive ako at hindi naman iyon ang totoo, hindi totoo na hindi ako mahuhulog.

Nagsalin muna si Rhodly ng alak sa hawak nitong wine glass saka nito agad ding tinungga bago ito napatingin sa kanya. “No matter how I’ve tried but I failed again and again. Kahit na anong gawain ko, hindi ko talaga siya kayang mahalin. No matter how I’ve tried my best to think that she is beautiful, industrious and kind, but still, there’s no spark between us,” dagdag pa ng binata.

I failed my parents. I failed myself. And, I just let them down Now,I'm in pain. My heart turn into shattered peices. I don't know what am I gonna do. I had the Elysium's treasure yet she had my weakness. Because,I fell inlove and trusted that man.

DOMINIC POV, It's hard to become a husband and father, pero when I see their smile it's made me happy. Nawawala lahat ng pagod ko, I work from home para mabantayan ang aming anak lalo na si Carla. I hate when I saw some boy's watching here kahit nasa tabi niya ako at ang mga bata kung pwede ko lang silang bogbogin ay ginawa ko na, but I don't like when my wife get mad to me. I really love here, kahit pa nong una ko pa siyang nakita, but I'm a fool before because I can't accept that I fall in love to her. And now I do everything to make my wife happy.