Guess I'll Just Die Novels & Stories

Although I guess if I knew tomorrow I guess I wouldn't need faith I guess if I never fell, I guess I wouldn't need grace I guess if I knew His plans, I guess He wouldn't be God. ••• I'm ill. Terminally ill and it's that bad that up till this moment I'm only surviving... His calmness. His plain look. His toneless voice.

"Open wide." Kill me.

I guess this is it, this is how I get out of this place Death!

He was meant to be dead. I smirk, cocking a brow. “What a surprise to see you’re still alive,” I reply arrogantly. He chuckles, his voice raspy and cold. “A surprise indeed, isn’t it? Oh, who would want the man they betrayed in such a way to be alive and kicking? So, I think the real question is, is it a good surprise or a bad one? Considering you left me for dead.” I clench my jaw before cracking a cold smile. “I don’t see it like that. Power is everything, and I needed to do what I did for a better-”

"I don't have much time left. The doctors said I probably won't make it to my next birthday. I was wrong, Mila. "I regret it every single day. I failed you, and I failed our child. I received that box." He broke into a violent coughing fit. When it passed, he looked at me pleadingly and with teary eyes. "I know I have no right to ask for your forgiveness, Mila. I just have one final plea. I likely won't make it to my birthday this year.

While she sang she nodded her head. "..I'm a educated fool with money on my mind..Got my ten in my hand and a gleam in my eye..I'm a loc'd out gangsta, set trippin' banger...And my homies is down, so don't arouse my anger...Fool, death ain't nothin' but a heart beat away...I'm livin' life do or die, what can I say?..I'm 23 now but will I live to see 24?..The way things is going I don't know"

or sleeping ? Umm –h-how did you know ? well umm Well it was a wild guess though !! Well there’s nothing to tell ..we did not actually go to that extent you see— So you want to go to that extent ? No no no –umm I mean ..well bye I’m feeling sleepy … Arey .. ok good night sweet dreams !! Hmm these girls –god know knows where are they .. atleast they should respond to my messages ..humph – I’ll talk to them tomorrow ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Is that a reason why I am alright to die now? Is my present not needed anymore? Is that why the comic and this world is killing me? i can't stop thinking what should happen to me if i didn't go to the west but what could i possibly do now i will die tomorrow this cold and dark place i can't see any hope that we will leave the rotten smell of this place is littering in my body i know that i smell like dead people but i don't really care suddenly i feel like my senses shuts down all i care right now is to die in peace i want to die quietly maybe i should ask them to just stab me with their sword i don't care how many times they want to do it but at least i will not feel that my body is being b

she muttered and opened her text book again. "I am hundred percent sure you won't fail your exams, Eve. You're a smart girl," Willow told her. Eve snorted, "That's a lie. I'm dumb compared to you." "Nah, I'm just hardworking. All you need to do is focus on your work," Willow said to her.

He didn't have the courage to endure the guilt that would gnaw at him for the rest of his life, nor could he bear the constant memory of me lingering in his mind. So, he had chosen to end his life without any hesitation. I floated beside him and watched as his breathing slowed down and became softer until it finally ceased altogether. I suddenly remembered something. I had heard that those who took their own lives were doomed to go to hell. I took one last glance at Leon's lifeless body and faded away into countless beams of light as I basked in the warmth of the sun. Great. We would never cross paths again.