Here I Go On My Own Novels & Stories

"I'm sorry." I saw how his shoulders fell. How tears escaped from his eyes. I saw how disappointed he was. But I can't just ruin my plan. I’m doing this not because of him ... or Jase. I'm doing this for myself, because for the past years, I've always relied my happiness on someone else that I forgot how to be happy on my own. Being alone, whenever Jase is with Kalex, made me realize that sometimes being alone doesn't mean you're sad, being alone is something you need because the first person you should love before anyone else is yourself. And this is the first time that I'll be doing something for myself without having a problem or thinking about anything or anyone else.

"I want us to try for kids . " " Is it because your teammates wives are having babies too . " I lifted my hands up in surrender not wanting to argue . "All I'm saying is think of us . " "It's all about me. " " Isn't it always. I have to go ." "Where are you going ? " " To work when you're ready to talk call me . " " You have a game to play a lot is riding on the match." "Trust you to know that ." I stood up took my stuff and went downstairs to the garage and took my car I needed to drive off to a place where someone ... Anyone knew the real me . I programmed my GPS and drove out . ©#KCMmuoe

If it weren't for Aldo, I would already be part of that company. "Ki, I'm going to go first, okay!" I walked over to Keiko who was serving several customers. This morning, I stopped by the girl's boutique shop. Apart from Keiko and without that girl, I will definitely always feel lonely. Grateful, in times of trouble like this. I can still meet the right best friend like Keiko. Since coming home from abroad, I haven't gone to visit my mother. Because I wasn't ready yet, and even now. Only Hamdan said that mother missed me, and Anna? My mom hasn't even texted me this forever.

And at that very moment, the words to the lullaby suddenly all came rushing back to her; Walk on a rainbow trail Walk on a trail of song And all about you will be beauty There is a way out Of every dark mist Over a rainbow trail. Her eyes snapped open. There is a way out of every dark mist over a rainbow trail…. *** Outside the bathroom door, Tom paced back and forth, one hand rubbing his chin and the other clenched in his side pocket. Should I go down on one knee? he wondered, stopping in front of the bathroom door. No, no, no, he shook his head and continued pacing. Too cliché.

Something else entirely. I’m going home.

Not anyone. Only me.

I sighed, breathing in as I found the courage to continue. “But I’m leaving. I’ve gotten a job with good pay, and I’m getting a house for myself. You’re a good man, but I want to do this on my own. I want to find myself.” “So, what exactly does this mean? I won’t get to see you anymore?” He asked. I scoffed lightly. “Bye, Dominic.”

“No, no, no. It is absolutely fine. I should face my own demons. I cannot rely on you for everything.” “If you think you can do it, then I am fine with it. But don't just pretend that you are ok to avoid me.” “God, no. I am really ok. One day or other, I have to do this on my own and I now feel the sooner the better.”

“I will go alone.” I told him and got up. I felt dizzy and blinked to clear my head. “I will go alone. If you go with me, it will only make things worse for me.” I told him and walked away. I hurriedly took a bath and changed into a pair of baggy jeans and a big shirt that covered me up. I didn’t want my appearance to be part of the discussion. When I came back downstairs, Cross was still standing where I had left him. “Are you sure that you want to go alone? I can talk to your mom,”

she refuses and keeps quiet but I continue talking . "What do you mean no ? You can't let me down like this London !"I yell . I realize that she's ignoring me and she has shut herself off.What a traitor! "Fine ,"I huff , " I'm going to do this shit without you ." The cold air makes me shiver as I realize I'm in my own human skin and I'm going to do this alone. I manage to leave the pack grounds without anyone noticing me . I finally arrive at the location and look around the trees.