Here I Sit All Broken Hearted Novels & Stories

The perfect color for a broken heart. I sat down on the ground and rested my head against the tree, the rough bark pressing against my back. The wind softly rustled the leaves above, providing a small sense of comfort amidst the turmoil inside me. I tilted my head up, gazing at the sky, searching for any sign of the Moon Goddess. Was she watching me? Was she satisfied with how things turned out? Had she given me mates only to watch them break me over and over again? The questions weighed heavily on my heart, and I shut my eyes as tears flowed freely down my cheeks. Every sob felt like another piece of my heart being torn away. I was tired of hurting, tired of being the fool who believed in l

Argh .... Andien punched the metal guardrail as she shouted angrily. "I hate you, Kenan. I hate you!" Andien screamed again while the sea water began to wet parts of her body as she chose to sit on the bridge that people said was called the bridge of love. It had only been 12 hours since Andien had received Kenan's sacred vows but Andien felt that she was already a widow. Andien tried to hold back her sobs as the tears continued to flow.

I asked my heart as I placed my hand on the left side of my chest. {Batum, Batum, Batum} I could hear it beating repeatedly. The insane emotion made me shut my eyes. “Calm down. Calm down”. I took deep breaths and tried to make myself calm down, but it didn't work, causing me to open my eyes. “No, this won't do. I must meet him. I can't keep on waiting for him to come”. I said and stood up from the sofa, before making my way outside the house, where I saw him breaking his car's plate number.

"I wish I were a little girl again, because skinned knees are easier to fix than broken heart." -Julia Roberts Faith POV I woke up feeling like shit. My body was sore. My face felt dry and my eyes was all crusty. I rubbed my eyes to adjust my vision.

I cried. "I know" he said. "Do me a favor" he told me and I squeezed my eyes shut. "What is it?" I asked, hesitantly. "Sing...me...to... sleep, please..." he gasped, his grip on my shirt, weakening. I took a deep breath and began to sing, my heart feeling like it's being ripped apart in the most vicious way possible. "Gonna wrap my arms around you, hold your body close to mine. Let no heart get broken, Not one tear be shed. As I bid you goodbye..."

I closed my eyes, clenching tightly before colliding my fist into a glass vase, crushing everything to the ground. “Add it to my bill.” I couldn’t stay in that room, I made a dart outside, allowing my lunges some refreshing air, brushing away the tears that filled my eyes, but outside didn’t feel so welcoming anymore. Nowhere will do. Oh, Robin. I lobbed my head up, looking at the sky. This had to be the universe paying me back surely, for every single woman I’d hurt, by ripping away the one person I couldn’t survive without. There was no other explanation, nothing else made sense. I sat behind the wheels, disheartened, broken hearted and sad, dialling Robin.

Roland barked. I burst into uncontrollable tears as my knees fell to the ground immediately. I wouldn't let him go like that. I loved him with all my heart and begging for his love in front of everyone is the least I can do to prove it. What would happen to me then? My life was already screwed from being born as an Omega, what would I do without him. "Psst.....Shameless woman" I heard someone say. I shot a dirty glance to the direction the sound came from and ignored it. Ladies were already gossiping and whispering in low tunes.

I sat in the empty boardroom, my mind numb as the magnitude of my defeat settled in. The room that had once been the battlefield of my ambitions now felt like a tomb, cold and desolate. I couldn’t remember how long I had been sitting there, staring at the table where moments before, my entire world had come crashing down.

I sang along to the radio as I took more swigs. I noticed their was a cliff on the side of the road. It's no use in staying here. I'm fucking miserable and I don't want to be alive anymore. "And we are, we are, we are, got me up all night. And we are, we are, we are all I'm singing is love songs." I sang as I finished my bottle of vodka. My vision became blurred and tears streamed down my face as I hit my steering wheel. "I fucking love you Kat." I yelled.

He tilted his face up, revealing a scar that ran from his forehead to his brow. "Remember this scar? You got it the third time we divorced. You smashed a vase… but I never blamed you…" "That's because you deserved it," I finally said. "That day, I opened the door and saw Larissa wearing my wedding dress in our bedroom." I broke free from his grasp and, before leaving, glanced back at him one last time. "Love isn't an apology after you hurt someone. I'm not a toy you use and put away. You never understood what love is. Experiencing real love has shown me that what we had wasn’t it."