Hugot Sa Buhay Novels & Stories

It hurts alot. ************

I couldn't help but to smirk because of my thoughts. Dito na papasok ang panghuhusga sa estado ng buhay. Kaming mga dukha, hanggang tanong lang ang kaya naming gawin dahil ang mayaman na tulad nila ay hindi bababa sa trono at iiwan ang kayamanan para ibigay at iparamdam ang mga sagot sa tanong namin. Kunot ang noo niya, nalilito siguro kung bakit ako ngumisi.

"Can I say something?" "Of course," I insisted. "Vo jindagi kya jindagi jisme maut ka khauf na ho, Vo bandgi kya bandgi jisme bichode ka dard na ho, Vo mohobbat kya mohobbat jisme parwane ki maut na ho, Or vo taqdir kya taqdir jisme har sukh dukh ki chot na ho," "Bhot khoob" "Amazing," This truly was.

Life is so confusing. ***

He said stroking my hair," I want two more children with you. I want a big family" " Why do you want to have a big family?" I asked him kissing his chest playfully. "My whole life I was living alone to fulfil my vengeance. I was alone. No one to love me. I don't want to be alone anymore. I want to be with my family. My own family. I want to love my family. I want them to love me. Loneliness is the biggest curse for me. I want to spend the rest of my life with you and our children," He said and pulled me more into his chest.

This is just so fucking tormenting. "Hey, Ingrid, Hija, it's not a solution at all for your sorrow. And, I feel so sorry for you. But... You need to at least think of something that could make you feel better. Make you feel alive and hopeful. Life is a precious gift. And, if there is still life, there is always hope to achieve what we want. Believe in miracles, too. It happens if you just will believe in it." She advised as I felt a hand touched my left leg and I just sighed deeply.

Give Up || Bawat taong dumarating sa buhay natin ay may kaniya-kaniyang misyon. Mayroong nandiyan para gabayan ka sa bawat desisyong gagawin mo. Iyong iba, dumarating para pasayahin ka kahit sa maikling panahon lang. At mayroon din namang dumarating sa buhay mo para magbigay ng pagmamahal at sa huli...bibigyan ka ng sakit at luha.

Tumahimik ang lamesa at sabay-sabay na nagtinginan sa akin ang triplets, naghihintay sa sagot ko. Napainom ako ng tubig. “O-okay lang. Ano ba kayo?” awkward akong tumawa. “Hindi ko na alam kung saan pagkakasyahin ang pera ko kaya walang problema sa akin. Hindi naman pati sa masamang bagay mapupunta diba?” “Walang kasiguraduhan ang paggaling niya. Paano kung habambuhay siyang ganoon? Edi forever mo siyang pasanin.”

Sadyang kahit anong gawin talaga ng isang tao, hindi puwedeng walang problema. Napakaganda ng buhay ni Erika na mayroon noon pero umabot pa rin sa puntong ganito. Hindi talaga puwedeng perfect lang at hindi puwedeng happy lang. "Salamat." Aniya nang abutan nito ng tubig. "Wala ka pa rin bang balak ipaalam sa iba na buntis ka?" Umiling ito at saka ngumiti.

“ You don’t know what you’re saying.” “I do.” He said firmly. “I am completely aware of it. Let me save you from your worries. Let me save you, hermosa.” They say ‘Everything happens for a reason’. It’s the phrase de jour when life sucks. And it’s awful. Most of the time when people use it, they do so with the best of intentions. People reach for it when something horrible happens and they don’t know what else to say but they want to sound hopeful — both to other people and to themselves.