Ang Aking Pangarap Sa Buhay Novels & Stories

I shook my head and turn my back to the balcony at pumasok sa loob ng kwarto ko. Sumagi sa isip ko ang iniwang salita ni Cassius kanina. Handa na ba ako? Living my life the way I want to was already fulfill, I buy an apartment and condo's. Nakapagpatayo ng sariling kompanya at nabibigyan ko ng sapat na pangangailangan ang magulang ko. I never imagined I came to this part, is this the sign?

"Oo, Thalia. Yun ang pangarap ko. Hindi kayamanan, hindi kasikatan. Gusto ko lang ng buhay na puno ng pagmamahal." Tumingin siya sa harapan, tila iniisip ang kanyang hinaharap. "Na-imagine ko ‘yung sarili ko, uuwi sa isang bahay na may ilaw na bukas. May asawa akong sasalubong sa akin, nakangiti, kahit pagod sa araw niya. Tapos may isang maliit na bata na tatakbo sa akin, tatawagin akong ‘Papa’, yayakapin ako nang mahigpit. ‘Yung simpleng bagay na gano’n, pero alam mong mahalaga."

When my vision got stable ay tumambad saakin ang napakalaki ngunit bakanting hallway. Nakakalula naman dito, natatakot tuloy akong humakbang baka kasi masagi ko ang malalaking vase at mabasag pato. Wala pa naman akong pera pambayad at sigurado akong ang halaga nitong mga vase ay mas mahal pa sa buhay ko, jusko! But I need to explore if I want to know the things I’m craving for, I need to take a step and explore upang malaman ko ang dapat malaman. Things I need to know to survive this world.

Ngumiti ako ng mapait at napakagat sa aking labi. "Hindi ganito ang gusto kong buhay oo nga't nabibigay niyo lahat ng gusto ko pero may mas malaking bahagi parin sakin ang hindi niyo nabibigay." "I DONT NEED A FUCKING MONEY OR EXPENSIVE THING." "ALL I WANT IS LOVE OF MY PARENTS." "Kahit wala ka sa tabi ko cheska palaging andito ka sa puso ko kaya iniisip ko hindi ako nag iisa may kasama ako yun ay ang anak ko."

Sobrang kinaawaan ko ang sarili ko ng mga panahong iyon kaya pinangako ko sa sarili ko na hindi na ulit mauulit iyon. Hindi na mangyayari pa ulit ang pangyayaring muntik na akong talunin ng lungkot. I was so desperate to find what love is. I was so desperate to find that happiness my father’s talking about. Am I living my whole life with lies?

At ibang-iba na ang sitwasyon ngayon. I have him now. I've found a new reason to live now out of him. At gusto kong malaman niya 'yon. "Ito lang ang tanging dahilan kung bakit ginusto kong mabuhay mula pa man noon and I'm happy with that dahil hanggang ngayon, buhay pa'ko and I even get the chance to find the man that I thought---" "That you thought was impossible to find and that was that man na gusto mong patayin, tama ba'ko?"

She wanted to meet him again and then hold onto him tight so that he couldn't leave her. “No...bring him back...please.” She sobbed as she begged God to bring Luan back. She loved him too much and realized that she couldn't live without him “I want to live...please give him back to me…” She cried uncontrollably and this time there was no one to console her; to wipe her tears. She felt like she had lost Luan completely and it hurt her too much as she felt lost and wanted to die just so she could be with him. But no, she had to live on just so she could be with him she had to live for him; she had to fulfill the promise of living on.

Egan smiled and said. “Dylan, you are the light of my life, you are the one who saved me from the dark hell, you are the one who gives me joy and happiness. Dylan, you're the only person I rely on, my only family. I wish to give you the best in this world. Dylan, I'll marry you."

Kung hindi ko sana nakilala si Caden, hindi sana nakataya ang buhay ko sa kapahamakan. Ito na nga talaga ang kapalaran ko. Magmula ngayon ay hindi na magiging normal ang buhay ko, hindi na ako makakapamuhay ng masaya at payapa. Muli akong tumingin kay Caden na kanina pa hindi mapakali.

pangungumbinsi ko sa kaniya. Pero umiling siya. “Hindi na maaayos ang gusot na matagal nang nagsimula. Huwag mo nang subuking baguhin ang isip ko.” “Kung itinuturing mo akong kaibigan, ititigil mo na ‘to. Hindi tama ‘to, Lino. Paano na ang pangarap mo? Hindi ba gusto mong magkaroon ng magandang buhay? Hindi ba, pareho tayo?”