I Killed Him Because I Love Him Novels & Stories

- tanong ko " Yes, well if you're asking why, I ...just want to make sure you can go home safe"- sagot nito at nag-iwas ng tingin, I froze why staring at him, sa hindi malamang dahilan parang may kumiliti sa tiyan ko dahilan para hindi ko mapigilang mapangiti *giggle* " What? What are you giggling about?"- masungur nyang tanong, I shake my head at iniwas ang paningin ko para takasan ang matatalim nyang tingin

“I do not kill people. Hindi ko kayang gawin iyon… at ayokong matutong gawin iyon.” Napalunok ako. “Iyon ang pinakamalaking pagkakaiba ko kay Uno. Dahil siya mismo ang nagsabi sa akin noon, 'kindness will kill me in this world'.” Huminga ako nang nanginginig at naramdaman ko ang mahigpit na paghawak ni Jarvis sa kamay ko. “Pero kung ang kabutihan ko ang ikamamatay ko… then I will still choose it. Because I don’t want to live in a world where I have to destroy people just to protect the ones I love.”

I lost him because I let him go. "H-how this can't be true! You love me right? Bakit mo ako iiwan kung ganoon!" I shouted at the body covered with white cloth. "I hate you so much, you really love me when I'm in pain. Is that what you call love?! After saying you love me and then getting yourself killed, how cruel can you get!" Napaluhod ako sa sahig. Lumapit sa akin yung lalaki na kasama ko at tinapik ang balikat ko.

"Natatakot siya na malaman ko na siya ang nagpapatay kay Ate. Pero sa totoo lang, wala naman iyon para sa akin. Hindi naman ako yung namatay, kaya hindi ako magagalit." "Paano kung...ikaw iyon at hindi ang kapatid mo?" Hindi mapakaling tanong ni Stefano sa akin. Ngumiti naman ako sa kanya. "Then, it will be enough reason for me to stay away from him. No person will be in love with her killer, Stefano. I cannot love someone who killed me." Malamig na saad ko sa kanya na mas lalong ikinaputla ni Stefano.

Pumihit ako patalikod sakan'ya bago nagsalita. "I'm an assassin. I k*lled a lot of people. But I have an exemptions. I don't k*ll those people that are loved by my loved ones. Thus, I can't k*ll you because Jacob loves you. I'll spare you and you'll work for me." And with that, I started walking away.

I smiled at him, and yes, I find myself creepy with the smile that I showed him. Kaagad na hinawakan ni Nico ang kamay ko at akmang kukunin ang kutsilyong hawak ko. Ngunit ng maisip ko ang sinabi ni Daddy, sa kaniya ko itinuon ang kutsilyo at pilit na sinasaksak siya. "I need to kill you!" I yelled. "I have to kill you!" "Kill him for me." Yes, Dad is right. I should have killed him. Siguro ay matatanggap na nila ako, mamahalin na nila ako, at magkakaroon na ng silbi kapag ginawa ko 'to. But... I love him. I can't...

Balik kong tanong sa kaniya na may mapanuya na ngiti. "You can't kill yourself, Precious." Panghahamon niya. "Watch me." Mabilis kong ibinaon ang hawak kong matulis na bagay sa sarili ko. Nakita ko kung paano manlaki ang mga mata nito at mabilis akong sinalo. Nahulog sa sahig ang bagay na ginamit upang kitilin ang buhay ko. "You even chose to die to save that man!? Why Precious? Do you love that person!? You're unlucky because I can't allow you to love another man, except me. You're mine, Precious!" giit niya pa.

Completely different. I don’t hate him because he’s his father’s son. I am deeply in love with him, that’s why I’m doing this another messed up thing. Dahil ito lang ang naiisip kong paraan para lumaya siya sa akin. I am only doing this to free him. Because I was wrong to involve him in this mess. I was blinded by my anger for his father that I chose to use Zachary against him. The innocent Zachary whom I now hold dear in my heart. I just don’t want him to suffer more.

Cause if it is, you can still say it" he looked at me with full of love and desire and held my hand. "If there is one thing I would lie, it will be telling you that I don't love you. Because telling that I hate you was the worst lie that I would ever say to you. So I would rather die than lie to you." He kissed my hand and started the engine and drive the car to take me home.

["B-But you, you promise me Hikkary. N-Napakasama mo para patayin ang anak ko. God, I can't imagine it na nagawa mo ito sa anak natin." "Z-Zayn--" ["Mamamatay tao ka! I can't believe I fell in love to a irresponsible woman, to the killer! Sana hindi ka patulugin ng anak ko dahil sa ginawa mo! I hate you! Sana hindi na lang ikaw ang minahal ko. You do not deserve to my love for you. Sana hindi nalang kita nakilala! Sana walang ikaw at ako noon kung gagawin mo lang sa akin ito ngayon. I hate you for the rest of my life, Hikkary!"]