Novel & Cerita I Never Believe In Love

I breathe deeply, it’s now or never, I need to tell him what I really feel I don’t care if he will love me back or not. I open my eyes and stare at his beautiful gray eyes. “Yes I’m in love with you, since we were just kids. The day that we decided to talk at the park, I was ready to tell you that I like you. So I was really mad because you broke your promise and you broke my heart. I know we were just kids back then but I know what I feel for you. You were my dream before, I dreamt my future with you. I was hoping that you feel the same, I don’t care if you don’t like me because I will have you no matter what.” Naramdaman ko ang masuyo niyang paghaplos sa basa kong pisngi, hindi ko namalaya

Natawa ako ng bahagya kahit na panay ang tulo ng luha sa aking mga mata. "I love you..." hindi ko maiwasang sabihin iyon. Mahal ko siya. Mahal na mahal ko si Ivan at kahit magmukha akong tanga sa harapan ng mga kapwa Police niya na pagsabi ng salitang 'mahal kita', wala na akong pakialam doon.

mahinang saad ng dalaga. "I don't believe in love, Levi. Simula nang nadurog ang puso ko, I don't think love is still exist. Saksi ka nong labis akong masaktan dahil sa kagagawan ng babaeng iniibig ko, nakita mo kung paano ako magmakaawa piliin lang niya ang pag-ibig na inialay ko para sa kanya. Until now, the pain still here." seryosong saad ng binata sabay turo sa kinaroroonan ng puso nito.

"I am too, Maya. We’ve come a long way. But there's still a lot to figure out, isn’t there?" Maya nodded, her lips curving into a slight smile. “We still have a long way to go, but I’m not afraid anymore. I used to think that love was all about timing, about finding the right moment. Pero ngayon, natutunan ko na love isn’t about waiting for the perfect time. It’s about choosing each other every day, no matter the circumstances.”

utal na tanong ko kahit madami ng dugo sa mukha ko. "I didn't love you. At the first place, all of this is planned. Isa ka ring tanga! Magpapakalat ka nga ng video iyong tracked agad ang device na ginamit mo! Ang bobo mo!" sabay kutos sa ulo ko kaya mas lalo akong nahilo.

“Just how much are you in love with that guy?” Sumandal siya sa couch at tumingala sa kisame, sa dilaw na ilaw ng bar. May halo na iyon. Sinisilaw siya.“I’m a romantic fool, okay? Ako na ang magsasabi bago mo pa malaman kay Erin o sa iba kong pinsan. Ram is my first everything. I already imagined myself growing old with him. That’s how much.” “Jeez. You’re fucked.” “I am. That’s why . . . I feel empty and angry and confused and hurt and a lot of different things. I never saw this coming. This scenario never once crossed my mind. Never.”

"Hindi ako mangangako Dwight. Dahil ayaw ko talagang may mangyayari sa'yo na hindi ko magugustuhan. Now that I know that you love me. Mas nanaig pa ang kagustuhan ko na sundin ang utos ni daddy mailayo ka lang sa kapahamakan. Understand me please. Ikaw nalang ang pinaghuhugutan ko ng lakas para lumaban. Ikaw lang kasi ang handang urungan ako sa napakahirap na sitwasyon ng buhay ko. And that really makes you very special to me. I think mahal na rin siguro kita." "Siguro lang? Hindi ka sigurado Chel? Man, this is really unfair. Nakakahiya ang mag-confess pero sasabihin mo lang sa akin na siguro lang. May I think pa iyan ha? Ang sakit sa ego no'n Chel." Pero tumawa lang siya. "Adik ka. Kung hin

may pagkamalambing at may pagkadahan-dahan niyang sinabi ang last word na inlove. "I'm not inlove." "Namimiss mo siya." "Lagi na siyang nasa isip ko. Gusto ko lagi siyang nasa tabi ko kaya nakikita ko ang mukha niya kahit saan." "Umamin kana kasi." "No. Hindi ako aamin." "At bakit naman? Hahayaan mo ang sarili mo na mabaliw?" "Oo." "Kahit hindi ka na umamin. Baliw kana talaga!"

I'm not fond of those shits even though there's a living proof in front of me. Ever since my parents chose to live separately abroad I made a promise to myself that I won’t believe in love anymore. I will never ever believe in marriage. I will never ever let myself get into that nonsense thing. "Oh, not this time again, Noona." I sighed in disapproval. "It's funny for someone like you who doesn't believe in marriage is here and sharing the happiest moment of a newly wed couple." she commented and raised her brows at me. "I'm just supporting my friend in his delusional dreams just like how I supported you and Jonathan hyung, Mayor." I snorted.

Tama ba tong ginagawa ko? Bakit kailangan kong ipilit sa sarili ko lahat ng mga sinasabi sakin ni Liza. "True love never exist, the love they talk about are nothing but pieces on a board to be played and discarded" Pero totoo, mali ang ate ko. Dahil ngayon pa lang, ramdam ko na kung laro man ito, matagal na akong talo.