I've Tried So Hard Novels & Stories

"No matter how hard I try to hide it, I keep failing. I like you so much, Zamani and I want you to get better." My jaw tightened in anger. "So you think there is something wrong with me."

My heart felt so heavy and clenched so right it hurt, yet the tears kept falling one after the other. All my efforts, everything I had done till this day had gone to waste. Just like that.

My core ached badly the more I tried to look back into his eyes, processing his thoughts. Fuck. Well, I’d be damned if I didn't try my possible best!

Slept so hard that after arranging alarms each minute also did not work this time. I am very tired. Can't unable to think about the condition of boys. I tried to get ready as fast as trains of India. They never are on time ; can't find the laziest ever than them. After reaching, they also need time to settle with the environment. I thought to myself the same.

“Don’t you dare say that. Don’t you dare reduce yourself to that. You’re not—” “I am!” His voice cracked, the sound rough and broken. “Haven, do you know how long I tried? How many years I begged—without words, without realizing—for them to see me? To love me? I tried so damn hard until I couldn’t anymore. Until I gave up.”

"You must be strong." "I tried and failed,I have no energy left to keep on fighting.Over these days I did my best but it was all in vain he might love me but I've lost him."She laid her head on Margarita's lap."I love him,I love him,I love him."She whispered until she fell asleep.

But I failed at that too. So I cried...

Maybe I had to. But every time I tried, my heart refused. And that was the most frustrating thing of all.

I think I did an now the hardest part is behind me. Or so I hope.

It's going to take the actual work. I've been doing that work for a year. But I need to keep doing it, even when it's hard. Nothing’s ever been harder.