I've Tried So Hard Novels & Stories

And I no longer have the strength. ---

I had cried and pleaded in tiers but all to no avail. This can't be happening.

No matter how hard I tried not to think… I still did. She’s a virgin.

I had hopes for a better life, I was fooling myself, nothing good ever happened to people like me. On third try, I got the same results. I fell back down. I didn’t give up. frustrated, I tried again and this time I succeeded. The moment I put wait on my foot, it screamed in pain, but I pushed through it. No, it wasn’t the time for it give up on me. Not now, not when my life depended on it. I thought as I stood. Twigs broke under the heavy rushed footsteps that were getting closer by the second.

He again rubbed those words on my face from which I was trying hard to run. The gravity of his words was making my chest heavy with every passing second. For the past year, I tried my best and prayed to the one who is listening to never give rise to this day in my life but I failed. I worked hard to keep him away from me but with the snap of his finger, he brought me back on the same page from where we both started.

I had tried to free myself from it, but it was unbearably difficult. I didn’t know anymore.

Pain at the fact that he had made it so difficult for me to love him back and remorse while trying to tell me how sorry he was. " it is not my fault. I mean I want to,but I just can't. I tried so fucking much to make up excuses for you in my head,I have triednto come up with different reasons all to make me try to see the reason you has done those things to me the past,and see if that was going to help me want to forgive you. But no! Seems like I cannot force my head to accept what it does not want after all" I say while chuckling dryly as another tear escaped my eyes.

To fight. But I can’t.

I gαsped‚ trying to pull αwαy‚ trying to clαw αt the hαnd‚ trying to breαthe. But my strength wαs αlreαdy too low. And everything went dαrk.

Like everything we built was just… slipping through my fingers. And no matter how hard I tried to hold on… It wasn’t enough. Not anymore.