I've Tried So Hard Novels & Stories

Hoping in the end that we will prevail and save everyone. I Try so hard to be strong sometimes I do feel strong but other times I just feel like I'm falling apart. I do not allow people to see that side that side that is crying for help. I feel that I have to be strong no matter what that I can't disappoint anyone. That if any kind of weakness the show that they will take advantage.

The more I struggled, the more it seemed as if I wasn't making a dent. I tried once more, only for darkness to take over.

If they wanted me to doubt myself, they would have to try harder. Because I wasn’t giving up.

I worked harder, went to greater extents, and tried as much as possible to hold back the doubts that kept creeping in my head. However, regardless of the effort that I put into resisting this influence, it became increasingly difficult to ignore it.

“You can’t do this to me,” I said as despair clutched at my throat. “I don’t know what to do. I have no idea what to do. So many people have tried again and again to come up with a solution to this problem but have failed. So why will I succeed? What gives me that power?”

I thought this one would work, but unfortunately, it seemed impossible. Gosh, I feel trapped.

And no matter how hard I tried to deny it… There was no going back to what this used to be.

“Please, Father, we have to do something. I worked so hard and gave it everything I had. I tried to get rid of her, but no matter what I do, everything seems to go right for her.” “I can’t let her ruin this last chance of mine. Please, Father,” I begged, my voice breaking into a wail as tears continued to stream down my face. I sobbed uncontrollably, my gaze fixed on the table briefly, and I could hear the heavy, agitated breaths coming from my father. He had always taught me to be stronger and more capable than this, and I knew it. Yet, despite my efforts, I kept falling into one problem after another. I sighed deeply, feeling the weight of my failures.

Fuck her. “Again. Don't think too hard” She added. I closed my eyes and tried again. “It’s not working” I grumbled. “You’re barely trying” “How would you know that?” I was already frustrated with everything “I just know it. Try, please” She was giving her time, the least I could do was to make it worth it. I nodded.

No matter how hard I tried to move out of the room, I just couldn't. Her face kept appearing in my head. I tried my best in taking her face off but it was just not going. I felt frustrated but guess what, I could not get drunk. Sighing repeatedly, I stood up and felt how shaky and frozen my leg had become due to not standing up for the past three days.