Novel & Cerita If Only You Could See Yourself In My Eyes

''And what makes you think I care how others feel,'' I say, continuing to look at her, still trying to close the bag. ''You look like a nice person. You try to be this cold and distant person, but deep down I know you are a softie,'' she says as I continue walking down the hall to my locker, and she still follows me behind, blabbing some words. I arrived at my locker, took my books, put them in my backpack, and closed the closet, letting out a sigh of frustration. ''You know, my mum always tells me that eyes are the mirror of the soul and you...''

I blink rapidly, tears finally spill over. I’ve spent my whole life waiting to be invisible. Now, for the first time, I finally want to be seen.

My mind told me stop, you can wait. The years were going with the time that never comes back. My eyes can tell you how much I'm looking for you. My lips know with the strength that I call you. My eyes became opaque for not seeing you. My chest was a withered rose bush for lack of you. I have never lied to you and I will not do it now, that's why I will answer YES, YES to what you ask me". (www.youtube.com/watch?v=y9Zft9Q0nwI)

“Sí tu puedes (Yes you can)” The fullness inside me pushed up, needing, wanting, demanding, that I gave in to it. “Natán,” I whispered. “Los ojos en mí (Eyes on me)” he snapped. I jerked my gaze up to his, and the force of those brown eyes pinned me in place. My chest hurt and a pressure built up at the backs of my eyes. His lips kicked up, a fierce smile lighting up his face. “God, you're so beautiful,” the words spilled out of me.

so damn and fuck him I feel a stinging pain at the back of my eyes that one that causes tears. " Babe " He say, bringing his hand up to tilt my head up. My eyes remain closed, still trying to fight the urge to cry so badly. " I always think about you everyday. ". His voice is warm, gentle and husky. my body shiver from the heat emanating from him. we're not touching but close enough to do so. He has this effect on me Everytime --- he always does. like now, I try to ignore the heat pooling between my legs only for him to graze his thumb over my lower lip

I plead with my siblings with my best puppy dog eyes trying to hold back the tears at the same time. They're not wavering though; I can see this in all four of their eyes. Setting my taco down, unlock my brakes to push lightly away from the table to head toward the mud room without a word. Switching to my other chair, I head out of the house more depressed than I have been in a while seeing that it hurts my siblings that mom won't let me see our youngest sibling; heading around to the front of the house, out the driveway toward the park. I need to try and get this out of my system. I know I should tell them where I'm going but I just need to be alone for a while.

Everything was nothing more than blur. I lifted my eyes. Saw nothing. The tears I didn't know were forming in my eyes fell, burning my face like fire. But it was nothing like the pain I was feeling inside. No one. Nothing. Stupid. It's always like that. Never good enough. Always the culprit. Blind. Stupid. “Why?” I heard myself whisper, and the next thing I knew was nothing. ***** Edward's pov

He wanted me to belong to him and only him forever. His eyes would go bloodshot, and he'd hold me so tight that I could barely breathe. Last night had been no different. And yet now, he was dismissing me as "generic". I shot back, "You're right. I'll switch brands the second I get home." The scar on my chest throbbed with a dull ache. I reached up, brushed my fingers over it, and smiled. "I'd hate to keep sharing a scent with a stray. It'll only bring me bad luck."

Before he can see the hurt in my eyes. Before I change my own damn mind and lose myself in something that can never be.

A lone tear made its way from her eyes because that was the truth, she was afraid of seeing her own reflection in the mirror. His eyes gazed at that extreme amount of hurt which was burying in her those shinning tears in her eyes which made him to palm her face tenderly and then gently wiped her cheeks with his thumbs. "Only if you have my eyes to see yourself, my heaven, " Inessa heard him whispering against her lips and then pecked her forehead "My eyes desires to see you till the moment they didn't get closed forever, Inessa."