If You So Desire My Despair Novels & Stories

Flames of desire He cupped her breast with his hands as he aggressively devoured her nipples with his mouth, one after another. "Oh fuck," she moaned and slid her hands down his chest to the taut line of his abdomen, and made every muscle that made him manly ache for her even more, he rolled his tongue in circular motion around her nipples and sent more shivers down her spine.

And my truth, without proof, is just noise. I burst into a bitter laugh, a hollow, despairing sound that rings through the suddenly quiet square. It's a laugh born of absolute helplessness. "What's the point?" I ask, my voice hoarse, tinged with a despair that feels ancient. "No matter what I say, no matter what truth I try to speak, I've already been doomed before your eyes. You've made up your minds. You might as well just do whatever the fuck you want to do." My defiance is a thin shield against the raw despair.

“I do not care about your future Adamante. It is you who will make and complete it. I am just the vehicle to bring you there! So, stop this drama as I will never be touched neither shaken by your tears and pleadings!” I could feel my knees felt so weak that I slowly sat on the floor and cried. I don’t care what Luna Betty would say, nor what Alpha Felix would think about me. I don’t care about them. With my hope fading, I thought about Alpha Eleo and called his name from the deepest part of my heart and mind. I hope he could hear me.

He said turning to the book and she sighed, She turned back to her meal and continued with it. “Ugh, why are all the things on this list all childish?” Draven asked after a while of going through and Xalia turned to him with a confused expression. “Huh? How?” “What the fuck is go hiking, driving a roller coaster, watching Barbie Premiere and many other dumb things here.” “There are not dumb, there are the things I want.” “I wasn't expecting… “ “But you said I should make a list of things I wanted.” “Don't cut me off.” Draven said and she apologized immediately.

He stirred it carefully and pushed it in my direction. "Your drink sir," he said. I took a sip: it was sweet yet bitter. I smirked, grinned and nodded. "How is it?" he asked "Nice," I said. To be honest, I didn't know what to expect. I began to vibe to the rhythm of the music. For unknown reasons, it felt...awesome. I could not help myself; I was awed with the way the lights reflected off the gowns of the girls when they shake their buttocks, twist their waists or wriggle their shoulders. Nearly all the girls in the club wore shiny gowns. The way the RGB lights bounced off the glittery gowns of the girls in the club made it look like a starry sky, a very starry sky. It was crazy and amazing

A few of the employees has began coming to the office with all oblivious of the people in the opened door. Sofia and the unknown guy woke up with a strong urge. The urge that made them crave each other. They both desired to have each other. It felt like their mind was replaced with something else, which can be desire. Nothing else around them matters. They did not take a look at their surrounding and even if they do, their mind was clouded to think of doing anything about it. The strong tearing of dresses forcefully filled the room as Sofia clutched to her stomach. Nothing! Her head is blank, the only thing she can think of now is to quench her taste for sèx .

Have you ever sunk deep into the depth of desire as your heart wished for you to drown while your mind told you to fight against the waves? When I look at Deimos I am always caught by desire's net. Desire to touch. A desire for a taste. Desire to possess. With each passing day, it overtakes me inch by inch sinking its fangs deep within me sucking my will to fight.

She nodded her head, “It’s fine. I’ll be fine. I just need some time to digest it.” “Take your time. I don’t want to have any bad air between us. I hope we can go back to our early selves when we started to work together. I want to have a good relationship with you. You are very close to my heart, just not in the way you want to. I want to treasure the people who have come along with me on my career journey. You mean a lot to me. Please don’t be sad. You are a very beautiful girl and I’m sure there will be someone who will love you the way you deserve to be loved.” Vanessa had tears rolling down her cheeks. And her sobs were pretty audible.

Or more likely a disguised self-pity. @Death Wish

I asked, He thought for a sec before answering, "Yes, I know," "Can you take me there," I asked, "Yes, please," he said while gesturing to me to follow him. I nodded my head and began following him outside. Why are you so desperate to see him, Davina? My subconscious questioned. Did you forget what he did to you? Let him suffer, let him drown in his misery, why do you care? I don't know! I replied back because I genuinely don't know why I care, I don't have answers to all these questions and I hate myself for being this way.