Kalau Ku Seorang Diri Novels & Stories

I am sure the moon and Selene were comforting her, even if she didn't know why, they were still there for their children. "You never have to be alone again if you don't want to. I am here for you, and no matter how long it takes for you to accept me as I am, I will wait. If you want to stay away and don't want to know anything about me, I will still wait," I said quietly. I know that there is no one else for me in this world, and even if she doesn't let me into her life today, I will still wait.

his voice tapered off, coming out low towards the end. A thick air of loneliness surrounded Kudaisi as he fell silent; unraveling the mask of confidence and self-assuredness he usually had on all the time. For the barest moment I felt what he was feeling and it nearly overwhelmed me. It was like being alone in the middle of a raging storm, lost and alone, but struggling forward due to sheer force of will. I thought I saw the warm smiling image an aged old woman in my mind’s eye, but I couldn’t be too sure as the feeling stopped at that moment.

​As I stood surrounded by hundreds of people, utterly and completely alone, one thought echoed through my shattered heart: ​If even my mate believes I don't belong… then where in this world do I go?

Just to have someone’s arms around me and tell me I wasn’t alone. But I never did knock on that door, not with anyone. I’d take a couple of deep breaths and remind myself that I was all alone in this world, and I’d pull my big girl panties up and go back to bed without a word. I take a deep breath in the darkness tonight, and it feels different somehow. Everything here feels different. And maybe I’m different, too. Maybe tonight’s the night I can finally knock on that door and reach out. Maybe tonight’s the night someone will actually be there.

It didn't come from being someone's husband, someone's father, or someone's second half. It had to come from me. I was simply myself. A man who had once been broken, but who had put himself back together with his own hands. When I returned to the table, the architect glanced up, and a faint smile touched her lips. "You look happy." "I am." I smiled. "I finally figured something out." "What was it?" "Some roads are meant to be walked alone," I said. "But walking alone doesn't mean being lonely. Once you're no longer afraid of standing on your own, the world stops feeling like it's in your way."

Just the water, the sky, and nothing else. I realized now, the downside of being a lone wolf was that no one would know if you were missing. I went out alone this morning, no one knew where I went. No one could possibly know where I was right now. And I bet no one would know if had I died either. Well, that sucked balls. * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Traveling alone might sound scary and somewhat dangerous, but I can take care of myself. For once, I just want to be free. To connect with nature, and maybe, just maybe, find a mature man who knows exactly how to bring me pleasure.

Never again. Never again I will let anyone get close to me unless I want to. No more, let’s try and see if it works shit! Probably I am supposed to be alone. I think to myself with a strange sense of angst. Little did I know someone was there for me too.

I just keep getting stronger and stronger every day. Everyone hates to be alone , and I get that – but when you are alone you tend to talk to yourself , you tend to give your advice. By talking to yourself , you start building your personality – you begin to stand firm on what you believe and who you are. For the first time in a while , I can openly say that I am alone and I am loving it.

My mother's remarks were like a broken record that was playing in my mind multiple times. "You love yourself, Astra." I said to myself, giving comfort because of this fck situation of mine. I walked from nowhere. It was like I was none of myself. Later on, I saw an available bench. It's also lonely. Hence, I went there and gave my baby bench a companion. Heck. I am very close to craziness. "I'll live on my own already.." I just realised how difficult it is to live by yourself. No other companion and no one is willing to help you.