Novel & Cerita Letter To Boyfriend Expressing Hurt Feelings

he look so serious, scary and is emitting a gloomy aura. “I am so sorry. It is my fault and not Jemar’s. Do not be angry with him anymore. He- he is not my boyfriend to begin with. He has every right to change his mind, fall in love to another girl or- or to kiss someone else. It is my fault for hoping, wishing and dreaming the future with him so early. Because of that... I broke my own heart when my hopes shattered. He is not at fault.... it is mine.” I said as I sigh deeply.

I feel a pang in my chest with every tear I feel hitting my shirt. I'm hurting my girlfriend and I didn't even mean to. I didn't. I don't reply to any of Anna's messages that she sent. It wasn't anything much, only a text telling me that she was glad that I was doing well and that hopefully, we could get together sometime soon.

Then typed again: “I’m sorry. I’m not okay. But I didn’t mean to hurt you. I just...don’t know how to talk about it yet.” I hit send before I could chicken out. Seconds passed. Then I got a reply from her: “I’m here babes. Whenever you’re ready. I love you.” As soon as I saw her reply, I sobbed like a baby.

That was enough to scare him just long enough for me to break free, throw open the door, and hurl myself out of the car. “What the fuck!” he shouted, exasperated as he looked at the wounds on his arm. I stayed in a defensive stance, watching closely to see what he’d do next. “Stupid boyfriend… why can’t you just respect me?” I asked, my voice shaking with tears. I liked him too much to yell. He looked at me like he was about to explode with rage. Through my tears, I made him a promise—anything to try to ease the tension. “The day you’re able to be with me in public—the day you’re no longer ashamed to say I’m your girlfriend—that’s the day I’ll give myself to you. Until then… please, at least

I got up to leave but I was surprised when he suddenly hugged me tightly. "Every second, minute, hours, days, weeks, months and years, you're always on my mind. Thinking why you left me without listening to me. Do you know how difficult that is? Do you know how much I've suffered? " I heard sadness in his voice but I will not be shaken. I tried to get out of his arms but he did not let me go. "I missed hugging you like this. I missed everything about you." he added. "Stop! You have no right to touch me. We're over, remember? I dumped you. I still hate you and I have a boyfriend now. He's coming so I suggest that you let me go before he sees us. I don't want him misunderstand this."

"No, Shayne. I don't need anyone else to love me. I can love myself." The Chat Feed blew up: [Crying... Ley-Bae just bodied him with that line!] [Congrats on your breakup, I guess?] He froze, lips moving with nothing coming out. I smiled, calm now, untouchable. "Your love meant me simping while you gave nothing back. That's not love—it's cheap. I appreciate you stepping in earlier, but it's too late. You pushed me away way too many times." His hand trembled on the sheets, eyes wet. "I'm sorry."

There, he slowly opened and read the contents of it loudly Dear Lalaine, I felt so bad. How can you treat your only bestfriend like this? I am so hurt that Laine kept the fact that you already have a boyfriend secret from your only bestfriend. I can't believe that that bastard stole you from me, I'm the one who's supposed to be with you till I die but he just stole my role. I bet he seduced you. I'm joking, don't let him read this letter of mine

He pressed the button on a remote and the car’s roof vanished. He didn’t utter any word, he’s just staring on the bay so I broke the silence. “I-I just want to say sorry. Sorry for saying those words that hurt you..” I played with my fingers as I speak. “Y-You’re right, it’s my responsibility to take care of you.. b-because you’re my boyfriend..” I prevented myself from bursting into tears. “I d-don’t like it when we’re like this.. I don’t want you to get mad at me again. P-Please Lucifer, forgive me.. I really miss you.. I miss you so much..”

I interrupted him. “I love my boyfriend so much too. So please, I am also begging you to erase every single feeling you have for me. I am sorry I broke your heart, the news didn't get to you the way I intended it to. And I am done with this conversation if you would excuse me” I bowed my head in respect and left his office. ******* To Be Continued

" I bloody know that pathetic excuse of a boyfriend has you wrapped around his fingers. You're too blinded, stupid and naive to have so much trust in a douche like him." "Stop insulting him!" I whisper yell. " I can do whatever I flippin' want since you've become a bloody fool because of him!!" He shouts, earning us a few curious eyes. I try blink back the tears as best as I can, feeling guilty and so hurt right now. "So disappointing." He shakes his head again, taking a few steps back before storming off. I'm left with a tear rolling down my face.