Letter To Boyfriend Expressing Hurt Feelings の小説・ストーリー

I drank too. After drinking i entered my room and laid on bed. I couldn't stop thinking. As I got high, the anger inside me increased. Increased to the point where i took my phone and texted him. Me- you are a terrible boyfriend. he talks about his ex and ignores me. Me- You make me loose my confidence. Thats why i am hurting. Me-You make me feel insure. About myself. Me- I can't be in this. I don't want this. This is too much for me. I tried but i am sorry.

So, I unlocked my phone and composed the following message: "Hi Dylan, I'm sincerely sorry for how I treated you. I wrongly accused you of something you didn't do, and that was unfair considering how much I loved you. I didn't think things through before pointing fingers at you. Instead of silencing any part of me that wanted to believe in you, I should have trusted you. The doctor who examined my tests informed Taylor about it. Taylor is Gabriel's girlfriend, who happens to be Taylor's closest friend. Is there any way you can find it in your heart to forgive me for everything I've said and done? I love you, and even during those accusations, my heart was pounding, filled with fear of losing

"What are you doing? If someone sees us, they'll get to know" As I uttered he parted me away and looked into my eyes. "It's been more than a month, Fimi. I can't hide my feelings for you, even if there are tons of people around me", his voice being rough. "I don't know why you wanna hide whatever is between us. I guess you can't introduce me as your boyfriend" "Jay!", I exclaimed. "There's nothing like that" I cupped his face right away when he released me. "I'm sorry if you felt like this. But I never meant it that way. I'm sorry"

Because I was a fool I could only look upon you from afar Because I was afraid of how your heart might change, and we might grow further apart I was a fool not be able to tell you I love you Because I was afraid of the hurt and sadness I would receive after we meet — Taeyeon, If A U T U M N "What is wrong?" I heard his worried voice, but I did not say a word. I could not. How would you explain to your boyfriend that the girl laughing with Rosie right now was the same girl that had slept with your ex-fun buddy who also happened to be your English teacher? That sounded like a hell of a mess. I knew how fucked up I was. Sometimes we have to step back and look at the big picture, let us see ours

"I just—I miss you, baby. You've been gone for weeks, and when I call, you sound distant. And then I couldn't reach you, and I let my mind get the best of me." I said nothing. Because what was there to say? He was right. I was lying to him while another man's hands were still a phantom on my skin. "I miss you too," I said. The words were automatic because those were the kind of things you were supposed to say to the boyfriend you were supposed to still want. He sighed in relief. "I'm sorry for the way I came at you, I was scared. I don't want to lose you." "You're not going to lose me."

I lost mine, I don't want you to do that too. I wiped my tears away and returned to where Calix stood and began, "I wanna say something to you." "What?", he asked. I opened the letter which I was holding onto to read it. "S-Senior, you give me feelings that I can't put into words. You're one of the people who spent your favourite day into favourite days. Will you allow me to be your boyfriend?" "You wanna... be my... boyfriend?", he raised a question. On the other side,

He added. “But… I don't want people to know about this." I said in a small voice, pointing at my stomach. “You should have thought about that before having unprotected sex with your boyfriend." It's not the words he just said that hurts but the tone he used in saying it. His hatred for me showed so much in his voice that I felt like just hiding away in a place far from his blazing eyes. “I don't have a boyfriend." I said, the words coming out before I could even think otherwise.

I got a sniffy note back saying, 'I am surprised at you, after all you’ve been through. I wrote back, 'What have I been through? My boyfriend dumped me and I have a broken heart. I feel like shit at the moment, but I know time will heal.' I wasn’t sure of Julie’s voting rights within the committee and didn’t want to provoke her, so I added to the bottom, 'I know what you mean, but I try to be a forgiving person.' A smile of self-satisfaction crept across her face as she read it.

"I'm very sorry for what I did to you; I was drunk at the time and—" "Just stop," I mumbled angrily, then something pierced my chest, causing me to wince. My eyes burned and watered with rage and pain because I couldn't accept what she was about to say; they weren't the words I wanted her to say. "Perhaps my feelings for you don't matter to you, just as your promise to me didn't mean anything to you." I paused and glanced up at the sky, trying not to cry because I don't want her to know how much I'm wounded by what she did to me. Crying in public is the last thing I want to do. "You don't have to explain yourself to me; it's not your responsibility to look after me, to think about what I fee

“I’m really sorry, I’m not feeling too well today… kind of under the weather.” It's a lie…a stupid, weak lie. But I can’t tell her the truth. I can’t say: “I broke your brother’s heart.” “I’m in love with your father.” “I don’t belong there anymore.” So I keep typing. “You guys should have fun without me, okay?” I stare at the message for a second, then I hit send. Almost immediately, she replies. “Oh no 😭 please take care of yourself!! We miss you!” My throat tightens as I'm sure she's the only one missing me and not Damien and Gabriel.